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I Was In An Earthquake

A Year Today I remember exactly where I was and what I was doing at this precise time a year ago. I remember the darkness thick with dust and the taste of the air in my mouth. I remember the panic... [more]
jellibeanz has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Didn't Wait Until Marriage

    Test Drive I didn't wait until I was married to have sex.  I did wait until I was sure I was in love, and until I was with somebody who wanted the same things from having sex - on the same page as me relat… [more]
  • I Am In a Long Distance Relationship

    Efforts And Disappointments: Coming Home So my boyfriend comes home today for his 5 day break. I am, of course, looking forward to his being here. I never quite feel like a whole me when he is gone. BUT I know today will be di… [more]
  • I Am An Auntie

    Nephews I consider myself an Aunty although half of my so called nephews are really my boyfriends nephews and technically are not mine yet. Altogether I have four nephews and three unknowns on the way!… [more]
  • I Am In a Long Distance Relationship

    Let Me Wallow For A Minute So many people here in this group are battling against huge odds to keep their relationships alive - I can't pretend to be among them - my long distance relationship is hardly worth getting worked up … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I can't sit still
    Max comes home in about..... 2 hours!!!Im so excited I feel sick and can't sit still.  Over a month and I finally get him to myself.  Can't wait.  Giddy.  Yay!:D… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Messy Night
    Too much wine.Sister called.  Nice.  Unfortunately was ennobled by one glass too many and attempted home truth discussion.  Thankfully, she was not listening as per usual and so no damage done to sibling relationship.Ate not one, but two chocolate muffins.  Discovered majority of said muffins had wound up down my top.  I suppose having to wash white t-shirt now stained with chocolate smears (on the inside) better than guilt of having consumed the whole two muffins.Cried while trying to simultaneously watch Glee and read Marion Keyes - both things generally regarded as comedic.  Cried not from effort of multi tasking but from cruel juxtaposition of amusing, romantic, and musical life with the… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    Snow
    I really hope it snows hard all night - I just don't want to have to go to work tomorrow - another day of lazing around would be awesome. Im supposed to be the most dedicated of employees, considering Im the boss and should lead by example - but Id much rather sit on the couch all day.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Scoobs
    I can't see you.I don't think you are actually there.  I only pretended because I wanted to come on the 'shortest road trip in history' road trip and go dancing, and eat gluten free doughnuts and drink too many margaritas.I feel bad because LC was convinced she was the only one, but she's my new friend and I don't want to start a new friendship with lies and dishonesty.So this is the truth.  I couldn't see you.… [more]
  • Venting grrrr

    Posted on: May 5th, 2010 at 7:11PM

    Im freakin fired up. Is it too much to ask to spend time with my boyfriend?  We freakin live together and we hardly hang out.  Unless you call doing the dishes together hanging out.  Except, let me think about that - I DID THE FREAKIN DISHES ON MY OWN. I know he has a thesis to write.  How the **** could I forget?  Its only been THREE WHOLE YEARS.  And I know that it would help alot if he did do some paid work for time to time - considering I pay ALL the bills right now coz the government doesn't give students anything close to enough to sustain life. SO I understand that there are alot of general life factors that keep us from spending time together - and I think Im pretty good about it… [more]

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  • Everything feels a bit crazy

    Posted on: July 18th, 2010 at 4:15AM

    So things have been extremely intense around here lately. A few days after I wrote last the whole world exploded. My boyfriend, he of the unfinished Masters Thesis was offered a job. BOOM Jaybee's world explodes! As far as we are aware the job is a three month contract, fly in, fly out, 3 weeks on, 1 off, based in a little hick town in the South Island. Perfect job for him – field based exploration geology, but then there is the whole 'move to a small town where there are little employment opportunities for me but be with him while he fulfills his dreams' or 'live apart and .......????' What exactly? It's becoming more and more obvious that I need another job but do I look for another job he… [more]

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  • The Latest

    Posted on: October 4th, 2010 at 5:04AM

    Sooooo whats new with me? Well -- I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW! Its an internal position, manager at a store down country. The Boy is still furiously trying to get his thesis done - the job that he was offered that first opened our eyes to moving is on hold. They aren't keeping it open for him but they want him to call and they will try and place him once he finishes his Masters. If they don't have anything its cool because the South Island is a faaar better place for him work wise anyway. I was keen to get a job down there as soon as possible to get settled before incase he did start a job that takes him away 3weeks of the month. And then this opportunity came up, I sent off my CV and BANG … [more]

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  • Coughing and Cops.

    Posted on: July 21st, 2011 at 3:24AM

    Hi Team,I have the worst cough on record.  Feel rubbish.  Its this nasty dry hacking cough that just about cuts me in half - my stomach hurts so bad.  Its pretty awful and not much seems to be working to make it better.  Im drained and tired because I wake up every few hours to cough my lungs up.  I sound like I have the plague - I actually had a customer back away from me yesterday.  Not good.  BUT Im watching Police 10/7 and feck its hilarious.  Just wish I could laugh without coughing.They pull over this guy who has had a car accident, driving drunk and it happens he has peed his pants and the Cop goes - "It seems this man has peed himself, now he is an older man and we would generally as… [more]

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