Male , 26-30

nobodies eyes are like mine

Last Seen Feb 7
Member Since Apr 22, 2011
Favorite Quote the rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated - paul mccartney
  • a little British
Vices pretty much all of them
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books the stranger
Music grunge, folk, metal, rock in general
Movies fight club, boondock saints
Local Time May 22nd, 3:19 AM

I Have Emotional Problems

I Have Trouble Interacting With People. Especially strangers. I have vast trust issues. My mind is suspicious in nature. Right when I meet someone I try to look through them. Luckily people are usually pretty oblivious. I listen well, cross... [more]
jeremyleaves has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Would Rather Be Naive Than Jaded

    Too Obvious. Life is hard and at times the things you experience are despicable. But it is far too obvious that you can't dwell on the past. It won't change it. Might as well be happy having survived it. With a se… [more]
  • I Want to Find a Person That Is Into Roleplaying

    Curious No one knows this. But secretly I fantasize about roleplaying. I never have roleplayed. But love to put my nasty mind to work.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    love in general
    I once loved so deeply it almost consumed me. After all that forgiveness was beyond me. It is one of my weak points. Without betrayal I have few flaws. But still I wonder.. If it all might have been salvageable. But a true heart shouldn't have to expect to need to forgive. Should it? I have never left something dying on my doorstep. Nor have I been kind to that broken thing crawling back to it. I guess I am as confused as anything. Confused as is capable. But still I wonder. I try to better myself. So that if that moment comes I will know the difference. between that, and many a thing. And perhaps maybe I contemplate too hard. I have readied myself for the harsh life ahead. Ready for whateve… [more]
  • School Confessions

    the past
    about a year ago. i encountered an old classmate from high school. I told her to tell anyone she ran into that i had died. i hated high school. and i hated all of the people there.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I have not the strength or courage.
    After being alone for 12 years I have lost all hope of finding true love, a career, or any purpose. I know where things are going. Like when you pick up a book and know the ending before you have passed page 10. Every story has already been told. That is why every movie is just like some other movie. The writing is on the wall. I have bled and cried enough. Just need to catch my breath before I finish all of this.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    In The Course of Time
    I am still greatly troubled by my past. But as of late I have been making a whole new series of mistakes. I ruined things with a perfect woman. My fear and inadequacy once again has ruined a chance at happiness. She sang like an angel and played a piano as easily as most people sign their name. She smiled a lot, a brought light to all things. I want so deeply to find that person that can heal my blackened heart. I am so cautious. I have built so many walls that my heart can no longer even sense the sky. I need love. I have been hurting so much for so long. When will I find what I need. The seasonal spirit just reminds me of my loneliness. I need someone to need me beyond all of these trivial… [more]