Female , 16-17

Last Seen Jan 15
Member Since Jan 24, 2012
Favorite Quote "Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end."
  • a little Ukrainian
Horoscope Gemini
Special day 5-23
Books Shadow of the Wind, Along for the Ride, Just Listen, Beauty Queens,
Music The Killers, The Airborne Toxic Event, The Fray, Tegan & Sara,
Movies 500 Days of Summer, 10 Things I Hate About You,
Local Time October 23rd, 4:44 AM

I Am Happy to Be Me

Almost There! For a really really really long time, I was extremely self-conscious and I held myself back and I wasn't happy. At all. But recently, I've been doing some self-reflection, and I decided to change that... [more]
  • I Speak Italian

    Parlo Italiano! I am currently learning to speak Italian because I plan on making an exchange to Italy in the fall and I love it so far. I am also interested in trying to chat with other people in Italian so I can le… [more]
  • I Am Afraid of Rejection

    Who Am I? I am so afraid of rejection. It is the biggest side effect of my chronic self-esteem issues. It literally affects everything I do to the point where I am afraid to be myself even in communities like t… [more]
  • I Keep Too Many Things to Myself

    Better Off I never was a very open person. I never felt the need to tell people the details of my life and when I did, I never knew how to say what I wanted to. I went the first 15 and a half years of my life wi… [more]
  • I Burn Myself

    Long Time Coming For the past fourteen months I've been on a roller coaster ride in and out of depression. Sometimes, I go through weeks where I'm totally fine, and then the smallest thing would send me back to my low… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    The Truth
    I am over him. I definitely have no emotions or feelings towards him. I know that some part of me will always care about him, but he doesnt have any power over me emotionally anymore. I feel like I can breathe again.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Who I Am, And Who I Pretended to Be
    I'm a very strong person on the inside. I believe I've always been this way, but I'm just accepting it now. Before, I would let my fear of anything, my fear of everything wash away my strength and I would hate myself for it, which would only make me feel weaker. But recently, I've spent a lot of time looking inside myself and trying to figure out who I am, and where exactly I lost myself along the way because I had become someone who would bend over backwards to be who I thought people wanted me to be, only to realize that it only isolated others because I couldn't hide myself. I am too strong to be hidden. So I decided to drop the charade. And for the past three weeks, my friendships here h… [more]