Female , 18-21

Happily married. It surprises me sometimes how well things in my life have ended up. Not that I don't expect anything else to come along, but I'm a million miles from where I was 2 years ago.

Last Seen Jul 22
Member Since Dec 17, 2012
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  • a little Korean (South)
Special day 11-10
Music Dubstep, trance, instrumental
Local Time September 30th, 11:24 PM

I Hate My Mother

She's not the worst mother in the world. But he people she's allowed in my life have hurt me. Badly. I hate her. But I also understand her. She let her loneliness and pain dictate how she raised her... [more]
jkitty93 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Believe In God, But Not Religion

    God Is A Part Of Our Lives Not just another idea. Not another moral leader or a writer of rules that make me feel better about myself. Not a leader of a cult or a creator of hate. He is love and our goals in life … [more]
  • I Want a Baby

    Newly Married I want to have kids at a young age because I have PCOS which has been a problem in my family and has made it difficult for anyone in my family to have kids after 25. I've been trying for the last 3 mo… [more]
  • I Am An Empath

    I Know We Can'T Really Be Friends I don't want friends anymore. And yet I do. It really hurts to have friends that don't want to be close. But my abilities to read their emotions makes it tough. And when I give them the s… [more]
  • I Want a Baby

    Newly Married I want to have kids at a young age because I have PCOS which has been a problem in my family and has made it difficult for anyone in my family to have kids after 25. I've been trying for the last 3 mo… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I can't stand school shootings
    Its becoming more frequent it seems. Or at least thats what the media says. But regardless of media, there are shootings and it makes me sick. And to think that when I went to school anyone I knew could blow up and start shooting others. How sick, to kill children shoot defenseless people. And now with gun control issues being raised people are becoming more violent. Don't people see that if they want to keep their arms rights they need to lay off the crazy?… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I feel ashamed of myself (religion)
    I am christian and I am not picky with who I hang out with. But I don't like offensive or religion bashing games. And I was having fun playing a game that was inappropriate and went along trying not to be a party pooper. But my spine got this chill when I started pulling out offensive sayings and realized I am probably playing a game that I shouldn't. It put me in a position to, as gently as possible, say I don't feel comfortable about parts of this game. But we kept playing. I have disabled comments because yes, I know how to have fun, I'm not so religious that I believe all things are blasphemous and need to be doused in holy water in order to be in the same room as me and I don't like rui… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I would rather not know
    Sometimes the words people say stick in your head even if its not an insult. My friend told my husband I'm a spaz, which I can accept, but they made it come off as negative which leads me to second guessing myself around them. I haven't been wanting to hang out with me friends because I feel like they are getting fed up with me and they never ask to hang out, I do. I have a lot of insecurities and I want to make new friends but I don't know where to go. I work from home and hardly get out as I don't have a car. I had to tell my husband not to tell me what people think about me because I've been struggling emotionally and being paranoid about how people think about me really isn't helping.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Here it goes
    Two years ago I gave up on my dreams of being an artist because I decided to get married and spend as much time trying to be the best person for my husband. That was a stupid decision. I ended up blaming my husband for something he never wanted me to do and became bitter. Finally after 2 years he opened my eyes to what I should really be doing. I thought wanting to be an artist was just a phase and wouldn't be possible after getting married, but even he noticed it changed me when I stopped working on projects. I told him that artists don't make a lot of money unless they become really famous or work in specific industries but he told me he didn't care. He pushed me to follow my dreams and ev… [more]
  • Our rights as Americans

    Posted on: January 23rd, 2013 at 12:09PM

    People are very afraid of losing parts of the second amendment, which is our right to bare arms. Why? Because of mass school shootings all across the US. For the most part I agree and disagree with the regulations. They won't help much if people can't work together to make life safer. This society is all about me and my needs. As long as something doesn't affect me it's not my problem. Until I get punished for something other people do. Then there is a definite problem. Which is why putting regulations on the second amendment is controversial. Not only does it affect our rights as US citizens but we feel that it is almost a punishment for a nation of people who feel that they never did any w… [more]