Male , 31-35

very outgoing, spontaneous, adventurous, good hearted on here to be compltetely and utterly open and honest about the real me...i may join groups that seem to conradict being i consider myself a complex individual...just because i share or belong to a \"mature\" group or \"love\" group does not mean im here just looking for something sexual or a also doesnt mean im not open to means im here to drop labels and put myself out there to find a connection with others or even a connection with one ....and see where that may take me...its all about baring who i truly am

Last Seen Mar 8
Member Since Apr 13, 2012
Favorite Quote its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog
  • a little American
Vices smoking
Horoscope Aries
Special day
Books catcher in the rye, perks of being a wall flower, any true crime, and steven king
Music im all over the place
Movies im a movie buff
Local Time June 30th, 12:36 AM

I Am In Love

For Crazeygirl - "tonight" As I sit here in the depths of the night I can only remembe what my life used to be, A constant dark struggle to find one flicker of light to illuminate my way, As I turn to my left I... [more]
joecas46 has shared 18 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Lost Both My Parents

    So Alone i usually dont speak about this but i guess thats the whole point to this site. my father passed away when i was four and my mom passed away when i was 14. probably the explanation of why im such a c… [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Wicked Witch Of The West cannot believe im about to share this reoccurring dream...please bare in mind i was a child when i was having this dream...ill keep it short....i am runnging and being chased by a witch...not just any… [more]
  • I Don't Care If Your Gay Or Straight Or Bi

    Here It Goes okay this is something i do feel strongly about...i was raised in a place where being gay was definitely not accepted. i grew up in a very "tough guy" all italian neighborhood in brooklyn new york. … [more]
  • I Want To Be Somebodies Centre Of Attention

    Does Anyone Ever Think Of Me? well plain and simple...ive had many relationships and many friendships..and im not saying here that all were bad but i constantly feel like i give more than ive ever gotten...i don't even need some w… [more]
  • losing faith

    Posted on: April 14th, 2012 at 3:48PM

    Okay im think im begining to lose my faith in the opposite sex...or people ....for that matter.... especially my 29 the way....i am a dreamer...i still believe life can be like a movie...i know some will say this is unrealistic....but by whos standards?...we determine our lives...have we become so shallow...not to see the beauty in not a desperate person by any means yet i still find myself feeling lonely almost always...i came unto to this site looking for new people and experience and yes people share ...but are there any one on one real connections?...there must be someone out there who still believes this if so please let me know ...… [more]


  • sometimes i get scared

    Posted on: April 14th, 2012 at 3:15PM

    this fear fear creeps in again crashing againsgt the rocky shores of my soul like waves in the storm memories of times happier than this squeeze the breath from me a man born with such confidence now shaken to the core and brought to his kness a strong front to the rest of the world a romantic dreamer hidden behind it searching for his love how he needs her arms wrapped around him whoever or wherever she may be will anyone find out who i really am take the time to peel back all the layers that make up this person find the love that that beems from within me see the man who i truly am for when they do i know i will be complete untill then here i will stand half the man i am supposed to be was… [more]