Hi. I am Josh. Not much to tell about me. I suffer from depression so much that I refused to get help. But now I want to save myself and my life some how. So I joined this group in hopes of making new friends and to talk to people about my experiences.
pain in my heartI'm unable to let go of her. She is eating at my life even though she is not with me anymore. She was the only one who ever made my loneliness disappear for however brief a period. I'm desparate now. I need some one. Anyone. God has forsaken me. Love has forsaken me. My parents have forsaken me. The entire world for my whole life has kept me at a distance. The only hope I have of survival now is to find someone who can understand my situation. I have been asking myself countless times. Why ME?? But I know that there are lots of people out there who are facing very similar problems. It is true that I am here primarily to help myself. But I want to help as many people as I possibly can.… [more]