Female , 26-30

Last Seen May 2, 2010
Member Since Mar 09, 2010
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I Have a Father With Cancer

Prostate Cancer in the last month we have just found out that my dad has cancer.. i'm still in shock but also starting to feel sad... he's not the kind of person to ever be ill, he likes to keep going.. he's not... [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    But I Have Control.. For years and years i didnt know what was wrong with me, why i got so hurt and upset at things that other people wouldn't flinch at, why i felt like my whole world was tumbling down if someone di… [more]
  • fastest blog ever.

    Posted on: March 16th, 2010 at 7:27AM

    ok this is now going to have to be the quickest blog ever cause instead of curling up in bed and hiding fromt he world for a bit i have just have a text demanding i go to the tip with my mother... fun! I spent the morning cleaning out my car.. it's taken a few hours cause of the cat biscuit accident but it's lovely and shiny clean (inside) now.. outside i'll go through the car wash but i'll be in trouble if i do it before Weezy's here cause she loves it haha. Anyway, i have my course tonight and i want to rant.. in the first year i made really good friends with a girl in my class.. we get on really well and got to be known as the two truble makers and always chatting and so on, a kind of … [more]


  • Friends and family

    Posted on: March 10th, 2010 at 3:27PM

    ok, i promise it won't be a long blong, but i was send here by a friend... i have made my profile twice now, this one i shall keep as it's a little less obvious who i am than the original one i made.. but i just wanted to babble a bit about how much it meant to me that this friend suggested this site to me.. She said she knew i'd been through stuff and thought i'd like it here.. she was right on both accounts.. what she didn't know though was that right now i really needed somewhere sort of private to come and talk.. it was sort of magic that right at the moment i thought i had no-one to talk to .. there is is and here she brings me :) See, my best friend has recently (a few months ago) f… [more]


  • tired..ok...hmmm

    Posted on: March 15th, 2010 at 6:25PM

    I'm tired.. i'm always tired these days.. i'm stuck somewhere inbetween it being my "get out of life for a while" vice.. my "only alternative to self harm" vice.. my "i have the weirdest most ****** up dreams at night but then dont dream during the day" vice.. or my miami vice ;) i'm in one of those moods where i dont know how i feel... ..i spoke to my ex on facebook chat tonight... it was ok.. she's got a lot going on and managed to only slip into her woe is me thing once as far as i noticed...i dont know how i feel about her... i dont know how i feel about girls/guys in general.. i dont want to be with her any more.. not after what she put me through .. but i miss "her" if you get wh… [more]