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I'm a wanderer

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JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss has shared 6 Mature Experiences
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  • I Have a Story to Tell

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  • I Am Christian

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  • I Am a Hopeless Romantic

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    The beginning of the end
    Somehow, today, I don't feel like I'll make it to tomorrow.  I'm so sick of feeling the way I do, and more importantly, I'm so sick of making other people feel the way they feel because of me.  I simply can't do all this heartache, this crying, this hoping, just, this, anymore. My glock is right next to me, and this time I've actually put the mag in, and the only thing it's waiting for is me to pull the trigger.  It's early in the day and there's a few things I need to get in order.  I don't see anything coming my way that would really give me a reason not to do this.  Anyone that would have cared before doesn't care now so there's really no point in worrying about what it would do to them. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Step one
    Today I didn't cry. That lump didn't form in my throat, my chest wasn't in a vice grip, and no tears welled up in my eyes, save for those from actual physical pain from aggravating all my old aches from work. And while you seem to pass through my mind randomly throughout the day, today I didn't dwell on you, didn't have any hopes of hearing from you, and didn't get disappointed and hurt when I didn't hear from you. So it's a start, right? I wish I knew what the next step was so I could see it was possible, but I can't, so I'll just have to watch out for it and do my best to recognize it when I get there. Here's to climbing out of this pit!… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I did this to myself
    Well, way to go dumbass.  You go and neglect your entire health regimen for a while, partake in mind altering bullshit, pickle your liver even more, then seem the slightest bit surprised when the doctor tells you your numbers have drastically changed.  Oh, and if you weren't feeling dysfunctional enough, he tells you that you have a disfunctional shoulder blade or something like that. My soldiers are dying out, the battalion is getting slim, and the enemy is growing in numbers, droves of them, hungry for the goodness of each soldier in its way.Ha!  You puny little blood cell, you think you can take ME on?  Nobody can, nothing can, I eat YOU and **** more of me out! NOOOOoooooooo.......You th… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Game over, I lost
    They say you never know what you have until you lose it. I beg to differ, I've known exactly what I've had and still lost it. So I try to move past the losing part and focus on what I do have, and I feel like I'm kidding myself trying to find something that isn't there, not anymore. I have to confess, my heart will be the death of me, it won't stop loving you. I have to confess, my brain will eventually fry out, it won't stop thinking of you, of us, of what we had and could have had, had I not done what I did, am who I am. I have to confess that its all a vicious cycle, I love with everything I have, and am therefore losing all that I am. Thank you for loving me once. Thank you for under… [more]