JustChrisCarter 18-21, M

i just graduated from high school a couple of weeks ago and that was cool don't get me wrong but it seems like lately i am bored all the time and it gets worse from there when i get bored i start thinking negetive thoughts about how ive never had a girlfriend and the problems that i have with my legs because of my cerebral palsy it really does suck being 19 and you have to have help getting dressed and toileting sometimes it feels like i'm going to be alone for the rest of my life i'm not doing this for people to feel sorry for me i just like to give people a glimpse of my life no natter how boring and suckish it is.… [more]

so this will probably be the first of many confessions some are funny and some are not but here i go with the first one this is going to be possibly the weirdest confession ever but i am addicted to Rearanging stuff and i have been since i can remember and i don't know why it puts me in a good mood when i do it and when i can't  it puts me in a bad mood i have heard of OCD but not like this i want to stop but i can't no matter how hard i try anyone else have OCD like this?… [more]