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Female , 31-35
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hes gone..again... i hate this. i didnt do anything wrong

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I Just Wanna Disappear Sometimes

Wouldn't It Be Great If it was possible to just push a button and youd cease to exist, would u do it? I would..to just slip into the sweet escape of nothingness, where nothing can hurt u anymore, awful memories, broken... [more]
justme2151981 has shared 1 Mature Experience
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