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Female , 22-25

I am Me.

Last Seen Jan 30, 2013
Member Since Mar 18, 2010
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  • a little Spanish
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Books I have lived 1000 lives, A Long Way Gone, Keturah and Lord Death, First Love, White Ghost Girls, Crossed Bones, Note Quite Dead, The Handmaid's Tale
Music Rock/Rock Alternitive, Indie, Some R&B, Rap and Hip Hop
Movies LOTR, Memoirs of a Geisha, Pan's Labraynth, Adventureland, Zombieland, Youth in Revolt, Whip It, Juno, Nick & Norah
Local Time September 18th, 5:57 PM

I Feel Like My Dreams Are Telling Me Something

First Love, Ex Lovers, Men I Couldn'T Have And Guy Friends So lately I have been dreaming a lot about other guys. The most recent one was today (January 26th). I barely remember it just 5 key parts firstly my first love and I were in a back lane running from... [more]
Jynxiexo has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Punish Myself

    My Scars Are My Reminders. For the last two years, I have carved words into my legs. Words I see when I look into the mirror, words I feel.Every time I get changed, I remind myself that I am worthless, hopeless, stu… [more]
  • I Had An Abortion

    For My Twins* I was 19 at the time, I told him it be alright this ONE time not to use a condom. My ex and I (before him)┬áhad never used a condom, he had allergies, and we'd never gotte… [more]
  • I Want You To Kiss Me Like You Mean It

    My Heart Stops. We're sitting across from each other, it's silent in the room. I can feel my face go red, you steal a glance and just as our eyes meet you quickly dart them away. I look back at my page. I've rep… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    I Don't Think, I Know. I hate everything about myself, from the color of my hair to the freckle on my big toe. There is nothing I see in my eyes I find beautiful.I cover, I blend, I hide, I suck in, I plaster, I… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    People Change
    I loved you more then anything at one point, but you pushed, you made excuses. I'm not saying what I did to you was right. But I never deserved what I got either. I don't know how to tell you, despite you trying to be everything I wanted, I just can't see me spending my life with you anymore. I've grown up and realized that we're jus wasting our time, we have nothing in common, we jus fight and make up. I jus wish you'd see how miserable I am, and end it for me, so I don't have to break your heart again.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Forgot
    I never thought itt could or would be possible; but I think I've forgotten how to love some one.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Giles...
    I know this started off as jus a fling, but I never thought I'd fall for you and that's deffinatly not what I wanted. But being in your arms has never felt so right.… [more]
  • My Skin.*

    Posted on: March 8th, 2011 at 10:10PM

    I was just sitting in my room sketching out my new tattoo when my Dad came into my room to ask me something. He asked me what I was drawing and I said nothing just some lilies. He took a look at them said they were pretty, asked me his question and went on his way with my answer. I decided I'd better call my friend (who is also my tattoo artist) and ask her when she was available to set up a day. Well my father over heard me describing where I wanted the tattoo and how big it was going to be. After I got off the phone with her, he was standing in my door way. I looked at him and he began giving me a lecture on how dangerous tattoos were, the health complications etc. Finally his final state… [more]

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  • "All we need is Love"

    Posted on: March 26th, 2010 at 12:25PM

    My blog is inspired by Jamie Tworkowski. The founder of To Write Love on her Arm sucide awareness group. He recently wrote an opinion based response to the tragic death of a young girl Alexis Pilkington, who sadly killed herself last weekend. (I strongly suggest you to click here to read his full article: http://www.facebook.com/#!/notes/to-write-love-on-her-arms/some-thoughts-on-boycotting-formspring-in-response-to-the-suicide-of-alexis-pilk/373781774657) There are some speculations that this death was caused by a socail networking site called Formspring, now there are people who are wanting to boycot this site. (If you read the article, you'll see that Jamie didn't agree with this boycot.… [more]

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  • Grudges

    Posted on: March 14th, 2011 at 6:34PM

    I am no stranger to holding grudges. Actually, I've been told I can take them too far at times. I have a tendency of letting my emotions run high and use my sex appeal (of what little I have), charm and manipulative skill to my advantage. I recently found out a supposed friend of mine, is now fooling around with a guy I liked. I know he isn't worth the time, but friends DON'T do that to friends. He is supposedly best friends with her best guy friend so the fact that he would even go after her breaks the guy code. (From what I understand) I knowingly have this information, and when he text me to ask if it was true, that the two of them were sleeping together. I said. "No" I was shocked, norm… [more]

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  • How to leave the past behind?

    Posted on: June 25th, 2010 at 3:16PM

    How is it possible to leave behind memories that have shaped who you are? Relationships in my past have been no walk in the park; I've been beaten physically and mentally, cheated on and used. Once I found some one who was beyond perfection he was killed. I'd lost some one I loved, I wasn't myself and I began questioning if I was really ever meant to love? Then I met him... Shortly after the death of Damien, he was different and I intended to use him to make myself feel better, but as the weeks past I fell in love unexpecicdly, although we were extremely different I couldn't push myself away from him. We've been on and off for the last nearly 6 years. I push him away, still even knowing he'l… [more]

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