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Member Since Apr 15, 2012
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I Didn't Want It to Be Like This

It'S Been Awhile Old Chaps. Well it has been quite a while my deer friends. It has nearly been a year since I have posted on this site, and many things have happened. I moved to Florida and now am struggling to get... [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    It's Been Awhile. Well, it has been awhile since iv been on, the mental problems of my past were gone for awhile. But it feels like there coming back 10 fold. Not sure what to do, but somthing bad mite hap… [more]
  • I Feel I've Lost Myself

    Its Over. well, its over, i'm out of here pretty soon, won't see my siblings for a long time, if ever, depending on were it is i go to. its over. numb your feelings, shut your mouth, don't feel. feeling only ma… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    I Just Dont Know waking up daily, being yelled at. I am not able to pass highschool, i'v messed it up to bad. I left my familey and don't talk to them anymore. i can't find a job, becuas noone is hiring somone who has… [more]
  • I Insane

    Beginning Of Insanity. I ust to live in the coast, i had a horrible time making friends, and the thought of finding love was impossible because of low selfasteme. Ended up meeting a very shy and quite girl who never t… [more]
  • mood change

    Posted on: April 17th, 2012 at 11:20PM

    hanging out with one of my two favorite people, was extremly happy, but now im on the verge of being reely depressed, i reely don't know whats wrong. it ****** me off that this is happening, it will ruin the happy mood tonight has been. :(… [more]


  • not reely sure

    Posted on: April 18th, 2012 at 3:17PM

    feeling lost. my mind doesn't feel right. my feelings for anything are gloomey. i think i should see a doctor.… [more]


  • pure extreme hatrid

    Posted on: April 15th, 2012 at 8:01PM

    I hate myself so very much, i have this horrible bad empty feeling, no happiness at all, just pure hatrid for myself and my closest friends. i don't even feel like they are friends becuas neither can ever tell me the truth about much, its just a happy lieing front that masks the bad feelings.i don't reely know much of anything. my head hurts, i feel anger drifting to depression.… [more]


  • depression sets in

    Posted on: April 15th, 2012 at 8:11PM

    a feeling of true emptiness with everything down, i find no happiness with anyone or myself. i find only fualts.hapiness can't last long. it leaves about as soon as it is received. I feel like crying for my happiness is gone. I was so very happy. now i am nothing.… [more]