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Female , 18-21
WI USA

Awkward moments define me. I'd sleep all day if I could. I lack the capability to keep my mouth closed. Yeah, everyone has bad days, I just have more frequent ones. If you don't like me, don't act like you do; it really won't offend me. I've made mistakes, I've let people take advantage of me, and I have accepted way less than I deserve.

Last Seen Jul 11, 2011
Member Since Dec 14, 2009
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I Have Low Self Esteem

My Issues I’m a disaster. I lose faith in myself every day. My life is a mess and I don't even care. No one understands me. And people say stuff to put me down and no one even notices that I might be breaking... [more]
  • I Am In a Long Distance Relationship

    Quotes That Help Me Get Through The "bad Days" Alot of my friends know I am in LDR so every once an a while they will send me quotes to sorta cheer me up (some are counter productive i admit) so i thought i'd share them here: *long di… [more]
  • I Am Addicted to Texting

    Post Secret Texting     I became very addicted to texting because of Frank Warrens experiment with texting random people you don't know, your personal secrets. So of like the confession blog thing… [more]
  • I Just Want to Be Happy

    My View On Happiness Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the… [more]
  • I Love Nicki Minaj

    Awkward White Girl Loves Nicki? Yes, I am madly in love with Nicki Minaj's music. I seriously have a goal to learn all the words to every song on her new cd Pink Friday. So far i'm like 3 songs deep but whatever, its a work in progr… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I cried over him
    Its been three weeks since we broke up. I told myself in the beginning I would only give myself one day to cry over him. And I did. That was over 2 weeks ago. Today I went through our old photos, and conversations, and I cried again. IDK why I let myself do it. I know I'm not over him. But I want to be happy and we werent making each other happy. But what kills me is that he wasnt even willing to work at it... it makes me think I am not worth it... … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I cried over him
    Its been three weeks since we broke up. I told myself in the beginning I would only give myself one day to cry over him. And I did. That was over 2 weeks ago. Today I went through our old photos, and conversations, and I cried again. IDK why I let myself do it. I know I'm not over him. But I want to be happy and we werent making each other happy. But what kills me is that he wasnt even willing to work at it... it makes me think I am not worth it... … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Heartbroken
    My ex broke up with me 2 weeks ago, and i'm still not over it... I keep telling myself God didnt want him to be my future husband and blah blah but I really miss him and its hard for me and I dont know exactly how I will get over him.... but I need to try, I really do cause as far as I know me and him won't ever be getting back together so yeah. I need to get over him. … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Heartbroken
    My ex broke up with me 2 weeks ago, and i'm still not over it... I keep telling myself God didnt want him to be my future husband and blah blah but I really miss him and its hard for me and I dont know exactly how I will get over him.... but I need to try, I really do cause as far as I know me and him won't ever be getting back together so yeah. I need to get over him. … [more]
  • We are to blame

    Posted on: March 30th, 2011 at 10:11AM

    I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't handle the emotional pain that you have been putting me through anymore. Even though you refuse to admit to doing anything wrong and you probably never will admit to it, I'm not sorry for anything. Looking back we've both messed up. We've both probably hurt each other more than any other person ever will. You say I've changed, and this is true because I don't need you anymore. I finally realized you bring me down more than any other person I've known has. I'm such a stronger person now. You've changed more than you know or will admit to. Tell me I'm wrong, it won't change the truth. You told me I wasn't the person you wanted anymore. I can see that now. W… [more]

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  • My perfect, but not necessary, guy.

    Posted on: March 29th, 2011 at 8:11PM

    I like cute guys. Not necessarily the hottest guy, not even a hot guy, but the one that's clumsy and crazy and always makes me smile. You know what I mean? Like he might not be Abercrombie potential, but he still has all my attention. In fact I prefer boys with long hair and that have dreams that carry them through life. He would be logical and immature at the same time. He would know I like awkward silences over long conversations. He would hug me when I am mad, and sing me a song when I'm frustrated. He would quote me lines from my favorite songs or books. He would scream "I love you" as I drive away from him when I drop him off. He would take me to coffee shops and art galleries to satisf… [more]

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  • Because you know me right?

    Posted on: February 18th, 2011 at 7:49PM

    You know me so well. You know everything about me, my influences, what hurts me, what helps me, what haunts me, you know it all right? You know what I've been through, going through and will go through don't you? You know all my choices and the reasons as to why I made them, right?  Listen, think what you want when you come and mouth off about how ridiculous, or stupid,  or slutty or dumb or ugly or whatever else you want to call me, but remember that you don't know half of the story, and I doubt when you're pointing the finger, your own slate is clean, is it?… [more]

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