Female , 16-17

Last Seen Jun 12, 2014
Member Since Jun 12, 2012
Favorite Quote Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the greatest poverty of all~mother Teresa
Horoscope Taurus
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Books Harry potter series
Movies Harry potter series
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I Was Emotionally Neglected As a Child

Impossible Wish. I have one burning desire, that is to have an older sister who will hold me, hug and be there for me. There is something horribly wrong with me, I knew right from the start something is... [more]
  • I Hold a Grudge Forever

    I. Can't. Forgive. You. I forgave most people that have done something wrong and never brought up the incident again... Except my parents. My father sexually abused me at the age of six. So from that day onwards, my … [more]
  • I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

    Please Believe Me! Well, I don't consider myself as completely a survivor yet because I haven't survived till I am no longer staying with my parents. But I have already went through thirteen long years and this is reall… [more]
  • I Am a Victim of Emotional Abuse

    It Should Not Hurt To Be A Child. I can still vividly remember how my parents used to physically and emotionally abuse me, especially emotional abuse. Since the day I am born, my parents never cared about me, they left me to my sick a… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    Giving Up... I don't know if I can fight any longer. I have been battling depression for so many years now, but I never came out of it... I can't understand what went wrong with me, because my parents neve… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Deep inside, I know....
    I am a survivor, survivor of violent child abuse, of neglect, of emotional abandoned by own parents. Recovery from the abuse, violence and hurt is a difficult journey but I somehow managed to persevere through it. Many people consider me a miracle, my social worker, my best friend etc because I recovered so well. But recently I was quite convinced that I have PTSD. Very convinced. I kept on getting flashbacks and nightmares, it is like experiencing the horror all over again. Even simple daily items can remind me of my abuse and make me shed tears again. I am very, indeed extremely angry towards my parents that hatred is all I feel towards them. I cannot forgive, how can I forgive when it h… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Getting over
    I am no longer scared, I am no longer depressed. I am no longer suicidal. I no longer suffer from panic attacks or nightmares and self injury is now my past... Having being a victim of almost all forms of child abuse since I was still a baby, I grow up feeling fearful, insecure, unloved, depressed, anxious, and probably a little angry as well. I have grown up with multiple body image and self esteem problems which led to many self destructive behaviour such as self injury. I had been trapped in a dark, endless tunnel of uncertainty, fear and horrors of child abuse, but today, I proudly emerged from that tunnel, because today, I am free. Today, I finally decided that the truth is, no matter h… [more]