Female , 22-25

Appearances can be deceiving, I'm a girl who's in pain, and searching for healing- not a lover, so if that's your only interest in me, please keep moving.

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I Am Lost In Life

Oh am I lost, I have been lost for years. I feel like I barely know myself anymore. I have this 'idea' of who I am, who I want to be, but the world doesn't know who I am. I don't show who I am or act... [more]
kateegirl has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Battle Depression

    I've Lost Myself. I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, but I need to live. These are the words I chant over and over in my head. These are the words I say to myself to stay alive.… [more]
  • I Had An Epiphany

    It Only Took Therapy, Drugs, Alcohol, Doctors, And Being Hospitalized... But I Finally Got It! I fight depression, I have been fighting with it almost my whole life, and it wasn't until one lonesome night on a psych ward, that I finally had my epiphany... For the longest time I tho… [more]
  • I Overcame Self Injury

    The Inury Has Stopped, The Urge Continues... Just for warning, my story get's kind of detailed and morbid, my apologies... I have been cutting myself for almost two years. At first they were shallow and small, but they got worse in … [more]
  • I Cut Myself Because Of Depression

    Getting That Urge Again... It has been 51 days since I last cut myself, but the urge is getting harder to resist. I keep trying to find other outlets, other coping skills, but nothing has brought ne the same satisfaction. Satis… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Somedays I really hate technology...
    There are too many things to complain about at once, but one particular thing on my mind:Texting and IMing, it has it's own form of communication and expections. I hate that I can't just type normally or simply to my peers. I am at all short in my messages, or don't use emoticons, I come off as upset or bitchy. Why do I need to add a smiley at the end of every message so you know I am happy?AND you want to tell me a story? Why can't you just call me, I hate reading texts and IMs that are a million pages long! ... That is all for now from me,… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    What would life be like without pain and sadness?
    Boring! Withought pain, how could we know what feels good? Without sadness, what would it mean to be happy? Good and bad are a devilish pair and without one, life would be indifferent and boring… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Forgive them...
    because they don't know any better.This is what I tell myself when someone has wronged me. I try to open my eyes to their world, what they see, feel, and think. And I figure, they just don't know anybetter. In my heart I believe that no creature on this earth could truly want to be cruel to another, I refuse to accept that anyone could be otherwise. So forgive, not just for them, but for myself. So I can move on and be content and happy.They just don't know any better.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Going Crazy
    I feel like I have reached my limit. I suffer from depression and an anxiety disorder and one of my biggest issues is self loathing. I will get so upset at myself that I get into hige panic attacks and have a strong desire to self mutilate... Cutting, alcohol,, anything to get the edge of and calm down. Right now I live with my mom and younger sister who is bipolar and has border line personality disorder... and somehow they manage to consistently make me feel like I am dirt. It is hard enough fighting myself when I feel like I'm no good, but to.fet that from your family? And it's always over the stupidest things, I know that I am a good oerson and yet they always assume the worst in me an… [more]