katie12345678 18-21, F
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chickpea
i'm in all sorts of pain right now. physically and emotionally. i was lying down in bed trying to sleep but i keep getting really horrible chest pains that start from my heart and spread across my torso making me momentarily stop breathing, i dont know whats wrong with me. i had a similiar feeling the other day but it didnt last long, this however, has been lasting a few hours and actually makes me a bit worried. and i still cant move my legs. I still have not eaten anything really except a few chickpeas.. its nice seeing the changes that are happening to my body. Ive never been this low before {90 lbs} but people haven't really been voicing any concern. I don't see myself stopping anyt… [more]
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I want it to end
I feel so very alone. People act like they care, but really they don't.. they just don't want me to die because then THEY would have to deal with it. Why should I consider anyone elses feelings when I'm in pain. I have nobody to live for. no friends or family. Its the only logical thing to do.. im so tired of suffering. … [more]
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boggle
Looking back at my old livejournal entries makes me sad. I used to know how to write, at some point in my life, or at least I thought I could... but somehow something has crushed that little voice in my head and I've rendered myself retarded, thoughtless, and more like those normal every day people I always meet. In attempt to save my brain from complete failure and ultimately DEATH I have begun to write again. Slowly and with great effort on my part, the words I used to hear are trickling back into this giant ball of mush. … [more]
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