kiki1956 56-60, F

Do you ever feel like you are worn down by lifes termoil that your head is about to explode because it is overloaded? Your feet feels like bricks and you cant go nowhere and there is no where to turn? Your heart is saddened and broken into pieces and shattered to where it cant be fixed? That you have no care in the world or care for yourself anymore? That you feel sick, dumb, unappreciated because you have been told this many times before? That you will never become anything and you will be alone for the rest of your life? Nobody is listening to what you have to say or the way you feel cause they simply dont care or have time for you anymore? You just simply want to give up on life and eve… [more]

I admit that I need help, depression is really getting to me lately. I don't wanna live anymore. I feel my life is out of control and slowly slipping away from me. I have lost my husband who ment the word to me. If I don't have him then I have nothing. I love this man with all my heart and I know it is over, I can't live without him and I won't. I just want it all to end. No fighting or cussing, no worries, no fears, no tomorrow. I need to rest and I want to leave this earth.… [more]