Female , 18-21

"A wretched soul, bruised with adversity,
We bid be quiet when we hear it cry;
But were we burdened with like weight of pain,
As much or more we should ourselves complain."
~ William Shakespeare

Last Seen Nov 3, 2012
Member Since Apr 01, 2010
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Horoscope Pisces
Special day 3-8
Books Pride and Prejudice...wuthering Heights.
Movies Pride And Prejudice
Local Time May 24th, 6:01 PM

I Look Young For My Age

At Least People My Age Think So Every time I am out at a restaurant I get the drink menu (even though I'm 18), because outside of my circle of friends and age group, people see me as older than my age. But when I am compared to... [more]
KilieLove has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Don't Understand How A Parent Can Leave A Child Unattended

    My Mother Was A Hooker. My mother was always a kind heart, and a wonderful woman.... she would just have these moods that drove the family insane. She was a hooker, and None of us were proud of soon as my dad threa… [more]
  • I Like Kissing Girls

    Girls Are Better Kissers I just love it. I am so much more physically attracted to women then men. In fact, I don't find the male body to be s*xy at all. Girls are just amazing, our bodies, soft skin, full lips, curves... don… [more]
  • I Have a Broken Heart

    Lithium Love does not last... From my experiences, love is as simple as lithium... If you cut it open, it has a beautiful metalic texture that is simply mind blowing. Yet, as the core becomes more expos… [more]
  • I Am Not Who They Think I Am

    You Are... It seems as though people enjoy defining who their peers are...especially high school students! My friends and classmates tell me who I am. This is not right, but what can I do about it? I am mer… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Gay as gay can be.
    I just realized..... I think about girls all the time. Kissing them. I have never fantasized about kissing any male besides Edward Cullen of the Twilight series. I am as Lesbian as the daylight can see it, and That's just fine with me. … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Last night...I drank and cut myself again. I have not done that for a while now... I have been trying to stay away from it, but when I am heartbroken, physical pain is what i need to cope. my hip (where I always cut--one place, over and over again) hurts now.. ha. I regret that.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Anorexia ate away at my life
    For being "petite" (5'2"), 89 lbs was no doubt a dangerous weight for me. Naturally, I have been 115 lbs at most. But within the last year, I ranged from 89 lbs to 97 lbs, afraid to reach 100 again. This was mostly because of dance. An instructor pinched the skin on my back one day and told me to get rid of it, he then gave me a ridiculous diet to follow. I am ready to gain the weight back. I am only 17, why should I ruin the rest of my life by making myself into skin and bones? As of right now, I am 99lbs, and I plan on getting back to being healthy! … [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    got my best friend back after 1 whole year of fighting! (: (: (: I am so happy right now… [more]
  • Poem

    Posted on: June 21st, 2010 at 1:01AM

    In days and nights, not so long since passed, He hath bore the the lock to that of my mind, The key however, hath been knowingly, and forever cast, Cast to his love, leaving me to fall, plummeting, fearful and blind. As this cognizance roamed freely into my longing grasp, I threw my star struck heart at the realization, I did no less than bear my all, for such a person could never accept such. He was it, my catalyst, my desire, my motivation. Careless and unbound, my previously ruthless heart was unchained! I broke free of these chains, so fiercely created, not by the hands of another, but placed carefully at my own defense. Unspoken pain and sorrow as a cause, yes, by my own hand, were t… [more]


  • curious..

    Posted on: August 1st, 2010 at 4:34PM

    Do thoughts and beliefs create one's reality? I seem to believe they do, but when I thought deeper into it, Are there facts and opinions... or just opinions in life? When I thought about that one, It came to me that there are facts...such as how hot it is, but if you think about it, the temperature is measured in a numerical form, and that must have been an opinion to measure it like that, therefor a fact has sprung from an opinion! But if it is a fact like...say how old a tree is, well it is the same was someone's opinion that you could tell the age of a tree by how many rings it has. So are there ever any true facts? Well this goes back to my first curiosity, that thoughts a… [more]


  • To Ivy

    Posted on: October 3rd, 2010 at 1:19AM

    The way you smile, you reflect my own beauty so much. I would not give you up for the world, I apologize I have not yet realized how dear you are to my heart. Dearest sister, The way you come to my room every night and ask for my hand to hold, it is a precious gift, so valuable, yet so fragile. I wrap you tight in my arms night after long, tedious night, in hopes that I can take away all of the nightmares from your innocent mind, and block out the big, dangerous world from reaching you. I know this cannot last forever, but I will do my best to protect you for as long as you wish it. You are a beautiful soul, so free and so kind of heart. Thank you, you bring happiness to my every day. Com… [more]


  • Everywhere

    Posted on: July 9th, 2010 at 12:05AM

    Science is all around us. It is simple and confusing all at once! It is fantastic when the science behind something simple is realized because it turns it into something so wonderful. For example: the same concept discovered for the developement of rock salt can also lead to converting ionic compounds into gaseous ions, yet it is seemingly impossible to come across this experimentally because there is no way to measure the energy released in order to form a solid. it is natural and REAL; so inspiring. It is amazing how far you can break something down.… [more]