Had a shaky start in life.Parents killed in accident xmas day 1961.Fostered and abused 4 many yrs.Have my own family now.Love them dearly they r my world.

Last Seen Dec 26, 2012
Member Since Sep 20, 2009
Favorite Quote Tomorrow 2day will just be a Memory.
Vices 2many painkillers and bad choice in men
Horoscope Aries
Special day
Books Historical and romance.Also craft books
Music Old style and some modern
Movies Pretty Woman.Walk the Line
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I Had A Dream

First my 2 dogs were sick.They were lying on their sides i ran 2 wake up my son and tell him i thought his dog was gonna die.Then I was I think in heaven cause my deceased husband was there.His dog... [more]
  • I Survived a Car Crash

    Aftermath Of A Crash For The Ones Left Behind I was only 9 months old when my parents went 2 a xmas party on xmas eve.I ne3ver got the chance 2grow up with my parents.They never made it home that night.They were in an accident on the way home … [more]
  • I Was Left Behind

    I Was Left Behind When I was 10yrs old I was dumped in an orphanage in western australia.My foster parents said they didnt want me anymore but thats another story.I came 2 South Australia 2 live with my uncles famil… [more]
  • I Love My Kids Dearly But How Much Is Enough

    How Much Is Enough I dearly love my kids but how much is enough.I always wanted a family cause i was an orphan.I guess because of that I have let the boys take advantage of me in certain ways.I have 3 boys that still… [more]
  • Why

    Posted on: March 10th, 2010 at 4:32PM

    Why does death not take me.I am not a productive member of society I have tried my best and failed yet again.I am so sick of hurting and crying.Being judged by my own daughter who took away my grandson and says she looks down her nose at me.Well sorry I did not meet a guy who would love and support her child I like she has.It wasnt suppose 2b like this.I just want 2go 2 sleep and never wake up.No more pain and heartache...... My mood: somewhat bewildered… [more]


  • is it cheating or not?

    Posted on: February 19th, 2010 at 12:24PM

    If u found out ur other half was signed up 2 an adult sex chatroom would u be annoyed.I found out the other day.He tried 2say he didnt realise what it was yet when I logged on 2 his computer and checked out his profile it said he was looking 4 a discreet encounter.What the?He cant give me sex hasnt 4 a year cause he has emphysimia yet he can go public looking 4 something else.Im just the idiot that nurses him cleans and cooks after him and all the other crap so yeah im pretty ticked off.Right now I dont even want 2b in the same room as him,Is it cheating or not it My mood: very disappointed… [more]


  • for the 2 people who broke my spirit.....

    Posted on: March 14th, 2010 at 11:17AM

    If i died tomorrow, would you care? If you lost me forever, would you even pause? Do i even matter at all? If i do, let me know. If I don't, just let me go for the pain in my heart is too much to bare as I look back on all those years we had to spare never expecting love to turn to indifference. … [more]


  • Hope never dies

    Posted on: July 28th, 2010 at 3:55PM

    Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed,Some say love it is a razor that leaves ur soul to bleed,When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long and u think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter colds,lies the the seed that with the suns love in the spring becomes the rose.♥My mood: pretty cheerful… [more]