Female , 18-21
Feeling thankful
i love my teddy bear with all my heart <3 he is simply the best

Who I am is not describe by what I wear, it is rather describe by how I act and what i say. I care about people even the ones I really dont like, I just care cant help it. Im just a chill, fun person. I write poetry and most of my blogs are my poetry, so check them out if you want to read them. People think they know the real me, but sadly they only know the hollow mask that i wear for them.

Last Seen 16 hrs ago
Member Since Jul 05, 2011
Favorite Quote Life is nothing but a game in which we play, but its how we play it in which makes life counts
  • 100% American
Vices talk to me and you will find this out
Horoscope Cancer
Special day
Books My Book That I Am Writing,The Outsiders, My Brother Sam is Dead, I have others but can\'t think of them
Music Anything,everything
Movies action, horror, gory, scare your pants off, blood everywhere, or stuff dealing with history
Local Time December 26th, 10:59 AM

I Love Music

It is my soul (well that sounded better in my head). I love all types of music and I can play the flute and now I'm learning to play the guitar. I also love to sing. [more]
Kirbyisme has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Miss My Dad

    March 3rd Today is march 3, 2012, which means that it has been two years since my dad died. the rest of my family doesnt even remember today, but why do i? why do i remember every little detail that happened th… [more]
  • I Express Myself Through Writing

    Words And Vent I normally don't post stories like this or do a thing like this because i don't want to sound concided, but i feel as though this one is important. I love writing, period. I mainly write poetry and mo… [more]
  • I Wish People Would Realize How Their Actions Hurt Others

    No One Is The Same: Different Look at the people around you. The people that inhabit the world are all different; there is no one that is the same. Of course, though, you all know this already. The actions people display comes fro… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I'm Confuse
    I'm not sure what I'm to do anymore. I know what I want to be but then again that is Plan B, Plan A is will take alot of work and money(something I dont have alot of). Also the fact that the one person I want to talk to hasn't talk to me for like a week even though he promised that we were going to talk about something very important. I've been in a funk and down lately and it has been affecting me. Like I'm not sleeping right, I'll sleep fine but then I wake up tired like i didnt sleep at all. It is also affecting me eating wise, either I'm really hungry or I'm barely hungry. I'm a positive person, normally happy-go-lucky, so i dislike being in this funk but i'm not sure how to get out of i… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I am at peace with myself. No longer am I confused or unsure or questioning myself. I have finally come to terms and accepted what has happened to me whether I liked it or not. What is done is done; I can not change the past, only the future. My future will now and forever be decided by me besides the uncontrollable nature of life. Accepting the death of my father, accepting that my mother is never going to change her ways, realizing that I will never be able to look upon my older brother as a role model or for guidance. Becoming more positive has really change my life around; I'm much more happy with my life and with the people around me. I am no longer wearing a mask for people; I am not h… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I Feel....
    i feel worthless. i swear all my efforts are just in vain. no matter how much i try, im not understood. i feel like i dont matter in the end. im never ever gonna find someone that'll ever understand me, how in the world can i when my family doesnt even understand.  my friends think that just because i smile and laugh alot and have a good time with them, that i don't really get upset. i hate feeling lonely and sad and upset and depressed and frustrated. i dont know why i even try anymore, not like people expect much from me anyway. to them, all i'll ever be is either a failure or a person who was simply just put on this earth to just be here, or even more so to just fail at life. i know i typ… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Just One....
    I never realized that i have an over-active imagination. I mean I don't have a problem with it because it actually helps me because i like writing. But it also is against me because some of the characters i create/come up with are, how to put it, better then my real friends, but then again i never really get to hang out with them. I kind of want to hang out with my friends, but then i remember how it was back in high school and how it was easy for them to forget me and my friends was never interested in stuff i was interested in, nor was i interested in things they were interested in. I actually dont have a friend who likes anything i like, my family doesnt even like half of the things i lik… [more]
  • Ad Bots

    Posted on: August 2nd, 2011 at 5:47AM

    onward marches my very thoughts to the place where i call home up to my room were i am right now writing this i admit i dont know what im doing i dont know how to live i dont know much of anything i dont know what i'll do if i lost you probably cry, sniff sniff i've been through alot im only 18 life is hitting me hard in the face like an unwanted cold in the summer i cant be everyones friend thats just impossible people please stop putting me in situtations that you dont care what happens only that you care if i do it i can be somewhat as a 'yes-man' but i know when to say no see i have a voice and with my friends behind me it amplified ten-fold… [more]


  • Sneak Peak at the character Father Time

    Posted on: February 4th, 2012 at 8:04PM

    Here is a sneak peak at Father Time, he is one of the characters in my book that I am writing. I hope you all enjoy it and comment on it if you want me to do another sneak peak of another character!. Journal Entry 274 Dark clouds surrounding, nature’s gloom is beckoning, through the rain its calling, for her untimely end. As I sit here by my window, with wife fast asleep, I can’t help but wonder if I’m tending my sheep. When I wake tomorrow, my goal is nowhere near close, yet it is not far, for there at the castle she lays, with her shining star. I will not let her live no more, tomorrow at nigh her fate is set. She will fall and so will her star.                                           … [more]


  • World Today

    Posted on: July 10th, 2011 at 3:39PM

    Get up, go to school, learn to drive, get a car, get a job, work all day, hey now were down a day People talk all day long, work work that's their song How comes people expect so much of the world today? can't we all just sit back, relax, and play Do your chores, do your best, don't you dare take a rest, do your homework, don't you slack, i'm not givin' you a pat on the back Global warming, war and death, not even time to take a breath, there's so much of the world to see, but your just wondering when you can pee How comes people expect so much of the world today? can't we all just sit back, relax, and play-ay-ay-hey I'm tired of doing work i'm tired of everything i'm tired of the injustice … [more]


  • Branded for Life

    Posted on: August 12th, 2011 at 6:15PM

    cute, kind, nice thats how most people describe me thats how most people see me no one ever sees me anyother way im stuck the that rut tried to change it but im branded it for life cute, kind, nice thats how i was raised its just in my blood forever, thats me cute, kind, nice i wish there was something else tired of this pattern tired of this rut wish i could get out but alas i can not cute, kind, nice is my way of life never any different even when im mad cute, kind, nice makes me want more but i know thats not happening i tried so very hard and failed miserably cute, kind, nice is me and i guess i dont have a choice but continue to be cute, kind, and nice… [more]