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Female , 41-45
Feeling thoughtful
We as a nation are in deep shit...

~~~Broadcast from an antenna from a mountain top in the mountains of southern CA(in thought only) at 777 Gigahurts....kindly provided for by a grant from the Eyeno foundation~~~~


She was new in town (filmed as small US town)
I thought it was love
it was just bad luck


lately things aren't satisfying

food is good,sex is decent, but it's only with myself

i'm not going to commit suicide, but i don't feel joyous either


through my years
I shared amazing times
went amazing places

I was yours, you were mine

to make contact, to ask diverse questions about the heavendom you hail from, to discuss the whole shebang of the beginning&end, the pre-big bang untime before you forget the why and lie of thy first place. And, our friend,to say Welcome, that we mean no harm, that we'd put away our ray guns, attitude and share our world with you, little big head, if only you stay.

Some things I do not profess
to understand, perhaps not wanting to,including whatever it was they did with you or you with them

The mind swings inward on itself in fear
Swayed towards nausea from each normal sign.
Heredity of cruelty everywhere

pour some lemonade into the tallest glass you can find in the cupboard,
then drum your fingers, practice lifting your eyebrows, until you tell them all--the skeptics, the bigots, blind neighbors, those damn-with-faint-praise critics on their hobbyhorses--
that I'm allowed, and if there's a place for me that love has kept protected,

Last Seen Sep 1
Member Since Apr 21, 2012
Favorite Quote You have to burn in order to shine---Coil
Heritage
  • a little Chinese
  • and a little Hawaiian
  • and a little English
  • and a little German (Hessian)
  • and 100% *** Other ***
Vices nicorette, sleeping pills, curiosity which leads to traumatising myself
Politics
Horoscope Leo
Special day 7-26
Books Stephen King, Dean Koontz, John Saul. Autobiographies on celebrities, drug addiction, prostitution, stripping. Some true crime.
Music coil, sopor aeternus, modest mouse, fischerspooner, radiohead, ween, bauhaus, renaldo and the loaf, gene loves jezebel, siouxsie and the banshees, adam ant, shudder to think, cocteau twins
Movies The Exorcist, the ring, fargo, poltergeist, seven,christine, the color purple, training day, the bridges of madison county, doubt, vanilla sky, close encounters of the third kind, silence of the lambs
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