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Going from feeling great one day to completely horrible the next is rather annoying

Hello everyone, my name is Dylan! Its nice to meet you all. I am 18 and reside in the USA. I'm generally a nice person but when it comes to politics or religion I am very opinionated and sometimes may say some rude things, so I apologize in advance. I'm an all around geek, I love anime, video games, music, trading card games, and occasionally book. My goal is to become a professional writer, I'm not sure which type of writer, I guess I'll figure that one out soon enough.

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Member Since Sep 03, 2012
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Horoscope Gemini
Special day 6-14
Books Arthurian Legend Books
Music Metal, Rock
Movies V for vendetta
Local Time March 30th, 11:41 AM

I Am Depressed

It's been a long time since I've made a post on this website. I used to vent and express myself here quite a bit in an attempt to feel better, despite knowing that it wouldn't help all that much. [more]
KnightOfJustice has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Suffer From Sleep Paralysis

    My Greatest Fear Come Alive I've written a story about my sleep paralysis before but I feel like I should post another since more things have come up. For awhile my sleep paralysis has made me a tad paranoid about s… [more]
  • I Have Social Anxiety

    I Haven't Even Been To School In 2 Weeks. I actually have a lot of things wrong with my health so as long as I caught up they don't seem to bother me when I miss a lot of school. But most of the time I just pretend to be sick so I don't have … [more]
  • I Am Depressed Because I'm Lonely

    The Lonely Road That I Walk Is Paved With Sorrow. My whole entire life I have been an extremely shy person who has trouble making friends. It has gotten to a point where I don't have any outside the internet anymore, I moved away from my old friends … [more]
  • I Have Avoidant Personality Disorder

    The Curse Before I say anything I would like to add that I was never diagnosed with this, but I do have almost every single symptom of it and live it every single day of my life. But since it isn't curable, I f… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I love animals but despise humans.
    I personally think we humans are the scum of the earth, and in truth we are. I am what you may call a misanthropic, or misanthrope, either or works fine.If I hear on the news that someone was shot and killed, or kidnapped I really don't care at all. But when I hear someone abused, neglected, or killed an animal(s) I will dream of murdering you in the most gruesome way I can imagine.I am also very protective of bugs, people kill them for no reason even though most of them are completely harmless. We humans are the most advanced species on this planet, and we can't tolerate a species as harmless as a fly?… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    The cause of all my problems.
    I just realized the cause of all my problems, my anxiety, depression, anti-socialness, etc... I'm just too scared, I knew I have been scared but I just now figured out what level I was on.. For the first time in my life I spent quite awhile crying after I figured this out, I'm too scared to go school, to try and get a job, to talk to anyone about my problems, and the list goes on. I was told crying makes things better, but it makes me feel worse, much much worse. I've missed about 5 days of school now, and have only been there once since I'm too scared to go back. I trick my mind into thinking I'm sick when I'm really not. I'm too afraid to talk to anyone, to even be around anyone, I lock my… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I refuse to get help for my problems.
    I have a lot of problems, my main being my dangerously low self esteem. It is so bad that I can't even make eye contact with people for more than a few seconds, or express my opinions/ideas with others very well. I have this terrible self image that I see, and I automatically assume that everyone else sees me the same way, worthless, pathetic, and pitiful. I don't really understand why I don't try to get help, perhaps I'm secretly seeking attention, I don't know to be honest. All I know is that I'm getting worse, my depression is going away I think though, it is recurring though.. I also have a social phobia, I have no close friends but a decent amount of acquaintances whom I don't really ta… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I don't feel worthy of love.
    It's true, I feel like I'm so worthless and pathetic most of the time. And that I don't deserve the love of others, whether it be family or someone else. I've been single my whole life and I can never get close to people, I rarely ever open up, and I try to assume what the other person is thinking (Which is usually very negative). I constantly fantasize about being in a relationship, but it just makes me feel even more worthless. I have nothing to offer, I'm nothing but a dorky geek who plays video games and listens to music all day. I can't play sports, I don't really try hard in school so my grades are average, I feel like I'm not worthy of someone elses love.. I don't know what to do, fee… [more]