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kristenw has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I think I am strange
    I know that I had an unusual.  Ok honest what many would say was abusive childhood.The difficulty I face.  The internal struggle is that I do not view myself as abused.It seems that abuse gets reported in the media a lot and that the people are weiged down.  Consumed.  It is eating them. I wonder if they are looking for something that they will never find.I know I am different.I love my husband.I feel protected.  I feel safe.  I love my parents too.  I respect them.So my confession is that I like it when my husband whips me.  I do not like it when he is actually doing it.  I really really am scared beforehand.  I am totally consumed fighting the pain.  In just trying to survive.  But when it… [more]
  • Because that is what he says

    Posted on: July 7th, 2014 at 7:21PM

    I was having coffee with my girlfreinds just the other day.  Its winter here and so the mornings and evenings can be a little chilly but the days are warm and sunny.  Even as I write this it fills me with wonder and a warm feeling of justhow beautiful the world is.  It is also school holidays so there are kids around.As we sat and chatted a group of teenages sauntered past the way they do. One of the ladies drew our attention to the short skirt that one of the girls was wearing.  She said how can she wear that in winter.  I said nothing as I sat  there wearing a miniskirt.  Thinking its not cold and she looks hot.  No onenoticed the other kids.  It was the girl in the short skirt that was no… [more]

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  • Being thankful

    Posted on: August 28th, 2013 at 12:27AM

    I am so thankful for my husband. I believe it is important for me to remember to be focussed on him. I love him so much. Yes there are times when I am tired and I just want to stop. In general it is a joy and a privilege to serve him. I think I usually only post here when I am feeling down. Right now though I am feeling really thankful. I want to express how wonderful it is to be obedient. To serve. To submit. Now that I am writing this with such joy I remember back to being a rebellious teen and being resentful of having to obey my parents and then to tell others or to have my parents tell others how I am obedient. Then I obeyed out of fear of being disciplined and yet now I give thanks … [more]

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