Female , 26-30

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kristenw has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I think I am strange
    I know that I had an unusual.  Ok honest what many would say was abusive childhood.The difficulty I face.  The internal struggle is that I do not view myself as abused.It seems that abuse gets reported in the media a lot and that the people are weiged down.  Consumed.  It is eating them. I wonder if they are looking for something that they will never find.I know I am different.I love my husband.I feel protected.  I feel safe.  I love my parents too.  I respect them.So my confession is that I like it when my husband whips me.  I do not like it when he is actually doing it.  I really really am scared beforehand.  I am totally consumed fighting the pain.  In just trying to survive.  But when it… [more]
  • Being thankful

    Posted on: August 28th, 2013 at 12:27AM

    I am so thankful for my husband. I believe it is important for me to remember to be focussed on him. I love him so much. Yes there are times when I am tired and I just want to stop. In general it is a joy and a privilege to serve him. I think I usually only post here when I am feeling down. Right now though I am feeling really thankful. I want to express how wonderful it is to be obedient. To serve. To submit. Now that I am writing this with such joy I remember back to being a rebellious teen and being resentful of having to obey my parents and then to tell others or to have my parents tell others how I am obedient. Then I obeyed out of fear of being disciplined and yet now I give thanks … [more]