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Female , 22-25
Feeling worried
Theres more to life than living....

I'm a smart, sarcastic angel that will eat your heart.... Beware!

Last Seen Nov 12
Member Since Mar 10, 2013
Favorite Quote It all started with a mouse.... Walt Disney
Heritage
  • a little European
  • and a little Native American (Blackfoot)
  • and a little African American
  • and 100% American
  • and 100% *** Other ***
  • and 100% Unknown
Vices SUGAR, handsome men, funny men, sarcastic men, MEN!, short temper, selfish,controlling,bossy... thats enough of that. UGH!
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Taurus
Special day 5-19
Books Dramatic books where people have crazy sex, OR philosophical books that let you know youre a whore...
Music Theme Music
Movies Dramatic Comedies... I need to cry but I love to laugh...
Local Time December 27th, 4:31 AM

I Hate Being Touched

I Touch People; They Dont Touch Me... I don't remember when I became so adamant about being left alone. I've always been pretty sensitive about how I feel and how it feels when people poke me or touch me or anything.... I just cant stand... [more]
la28vaga has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Lost My Virginity At 14

    He Was Just So Beautiful My mind breathes in And I move past this poster My heart tells me know but he tells me closer My left foot takes steps while my right foot cant guess… [more]
  • I Am Craving Physical Contact

    I Just Want To Be Touched How miserable am I when I lay down at night and the sheets are still cold? All I think about after midnight is having someone to hold me. It isn't fair, I think, that my thighs are this calm and my bo… [more]
  • I Hate the Way I Look

    I Really Wish I Was Ugly Going through some of these stories I am literally crying! Everyone is beautiful in there own way and no matter what everyone deserves love. I thought it was impossible to find anybody to love me with… [more]
  • I Want to Love Passionately and to Be Loved Passionately

    Passionate Lover Instructions: (How To Please Me) Don't pull out the cuffs or the dark fold Your strong hands know how to hold me And I don't want to be blind for this You push me up against the wall While you ask me how I lik… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Ugh!
    I swear sometimes... I hate my life! And I have absolutely no reason.... im a beautiful goal oriented woman with a lot going for myself.... I have plenty to offer int he ways of a relationship or a friendship... even a passing chance... I am awesome! And yet... THESE PEOPLE! Where do they come from??? Where do these people come from that live to tear me down.... even if I am already down. And im not down I just want to know why they do this to me... I don't troll your page waiting for you to put some horrible **** on it so that I can say... "I knew it!" or "Who knew this was coming?" ;) or "Whaaaa????". Like get the **** off my vagina!!! Please! Go live your life!!!!! And stop hating on mine… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Not Playing This Game Anymore.....
    I am not going to let myself like you... I hate how when i think of you i think of the possibilities.... but all that does is make me want to give you chance after chance even when you are obviously an *******... UGH! Its always... oh he is great BUT! And i understand nobody is perfect and its impossible to live up to any one person's expectations but exectations can change.... but i cannot do this! I WONT DO THIS! I'm gonna have to delete your *** because this **** is ridiculous. I cant just let somebody treat me like **** and say oh well.... then what does that make me... the dumb *****! I'm not gonna fish... im not gonna whine about the ****. I understand **** happens and thats fine but … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Patience Is Not A Virtue! Its A B****!
    I hate waiting for things! I hate waiting for things that I want! But you have to be a person.... lol. I'm sure that the connection we had was more than superficial but your youth has me leaning towards never. Why do you have to go so far away? And why for so long? I cant say I'll miss you but I"ll miss your hair and your laugh and your smile. I hope you don't forget me but if you do then I'm glad I knew you even if was just for a time. I wish I didn't have to wait for so long to find out what forever means but I know what "what if" means and so... I'd rather wait out forever but in the mean time I'm thinking up ways to kick Patience, Destiny, and Fate's A**! Goodbye my friend...… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Be Your Own Hero
    What is a normal person? Believing that someone else is superior to you because of race or history is misguided. This is not a "white" mans world, or a "black" mans world, or an "Asian" mans world, or "Mexican" or "Arabian" or anything of the sort... This is OUR world. People need to stop differentiating themselves by using examples that are inconsequential and so easily removed. Granted, everyone has a history and everyone should learn their specific history because without it there can be no continual journey but using race or where you live or how you were conceived are ridiculous especially with such negative connotations. Yes, the world is a strange and confusing and horrible place some… [more]
  • Day Six

    Posted on: May 7th, 2013 at 9:07PM

    05/07/13 Mood:Ecstatic I didn't do 15 miles today.... BUT I did 12! I am so sore it doesn't make any sense but I'm happy... when I got back home I wasn't hungry I just went to sleep so I missed lunch. I did 40 pushups today too. I was planning on doing some crunches but hey... what can I do? Drank about a gallon... 2 1/2 liters Breakfast: Tea and 2 Scrambled eggs Lunch : None Dinner: A bowl of captain crunch with 2% milk Well, im sore but im happy. I don't know how im going to feel tomorrow so no more broken promises.... hopefully elsewhere in my life things will go as well... Tomorrow is another day. :)… [more]

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  • Day One

    Posted on: May 2nd, 2013 at 7:49PM

    05/02/13 Mood: Satisfied Well, today was my first day. I walked/jogged 6 miles. I wanted to do 15 but yea... I'm tired! LOL. I got a good workout in and a good stretch. Drank a GALLON of water ! YAY! Breakfast: 2 egg whites and tea Lunch: 2 plain choco chip waffles Dinner: Mcchicken Wrap No Dressing I didn't have any snacks today and i probably should incorporate that somewhere in here because I'm hungry because this freaking pill has worn off but I'm gonna take a nice hot shower and not eat anything else today... maybe i can drink some water and i wont be feeling like this anymore. I wish i had a sleep button i could switch on myself and just go to sleep and wake up in the morning... but to… [more]

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  • Day Five

    Posted on: May 6th, 2013 at 9:44PM

    05/06/13  Mood: Sad                                                                                                                                                          So... I didn't do the 15 miles...lol. I did 3 but im happy with that. I did 100 pushups and 50 situps and 50 leglifts. I didn't eat or drink anything today and tomorrow I will be going back to my 3 meals a day eating and see whats up... I am still going to dream... meet the 15 mile goal or try tomorrow... walk the bridge twice is 6 miles and I can walk jog 9 or 10 at the track. Wake up is at 5. Breakfast: NONE Lunch: NONE DINNER: NONE I didn't really have a good day today at all. It started off horrible and it looks like … [more]

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  • Day Three

    Posted on: May 5th, 2013 at 2:03AM

    05/04/13 Mood: Terminally Exhausted and Unmotivated Well, today basically sucks! I did two miles and that was it because I am feeling very depressed and tired... I am going to head full force into tomorrow though and I am still currently trying my way through this gallon of water. I'm at 1.5 liters. I'll probably end it here. I did take the laxatives though so we will see what happens later today or when I wake up... I'm really just counting today as a rest day because I did technically burn... I didn't eat more than what my BMR is and I exercised too... Breakfast: None Lunch: None Dinner: Two Salisbury steak with gravy I'm a little bummed I didn't work out more today but hey... I went ou… [more]

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