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Female , 22-25
Feeling worried
Theres more to life than living....

I'm a smart, sarcastic angel that will eat your heart.... Beware!

Last Seen Nov 12, 2014
Member Since Mar 10, 2013
Favorite Quote It all started with a mouse.... Walt Disney
Heritage
  • a little European
  • and a little Native American (Blackfoot)
  • and a little African American
  • and 100% American
  • and 100% *** Other ***
  • and 100% Unknown
Vices SUGAR, handsome men, funny men, sarcastic men, MEN!, short temper, selfish,controlling,bossy... thats enough of that. UGH!
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Taurus
Special day 5-19
Books Dramatic books where people have crazy sex, OR philosophical books that let you know youre a whore...
Music Theme Music
Movies Dramatic Comedies... I need to cry but I love to laugh...
Local Time May 27th, 10:27 PM

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  • Day Six

    Posted on: May 7th, 2013 at 9:07PM

    05/07/13 Mood:Ecstatic I didn't do 15 miles today.... BUT I did 12! I am so sore it doesn't make any sense but I'm happy... when I got back home I wasn't hungry I just went to sleep so I missed lunch. I did 40 pushups today too. I was planning on doing some crunches but hey... what can I do? Drank about a gallon... 2 1/2 liters Breakfast: Tea and 2 Scrambled eggs Lunch : None Dinner: A bowl of captain crunch with 2% milk Well, im sore but im happy. I don't know how im going to feel tomorrow so no more broken promises.... hopefully elsewhere in my life things will go as well... Tomorrow is another day. :)… [more]

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  • Day One

    Posted on: May 2nd, 2013 at 7:49PM

    05/02/13 Mood: Satisfied Well, today was my first day. I walked/jogged 6 miles. I wanted to do 15 but yea... I'm tired! LOL. I got a good workout in and a good stretch. Drank a GALLON of water ! YAY! Breakfast: 2 egg whites and tea Lunch: 2 plain choco chip waffles Dinner: Mcchicken Wrap No Dressing I didn't have any snacks today and i probably should incorporate that somewhere in here because I'm hungry because this freaking pill has worn off but I'm gonna take a nice hot shower and not eat anything else today... maybe i can drink some water and i wont be feeling like this anymore. I wish i had a sleep button i could switch on myself and just go to sleep and wake up in the morning... but to… [more]

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  • Day Five

    Posted on: May 6th, 2013 at 9:44PM

    05/06/13  Mood: Sad                                                                                                                                                          So... I didn't do the 15 miles...lol. I did 3 but im happy with that. I did 100 pushups and 50 situps and 50 leglifts. I didn't eat or drink anything today and tomorrow I will be going back to my 3 meals a day eating and see whats up... I am still going to dream... meet the 15 mile goal or try tomorrow... walk the bridge twice is 6 miles and I can walk jog 9 or 10 at the track. Wake up is at 5. Breakfast: NONE Lunch: NONE DINNER: NONE I didn't really have a good day today at all. It started off horrible and it looks like … [more]

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  • Day Three

    Posted on: May 5th, 2013 at 2:03AM

    05/04/13 Mood: Terminally Exhausted and Unmotivated Well, today basically sucks! I did two miles and that was it because I am feeling very depressed and tired... I am going to head full force into tomorrow though and I am still currently trying my way through this gallon of water. I'm at 1.5 liters. I'll probably end it here. I did take the laxatives though so we will see what happens later today or when I wake up... I'm really just counting today as a rest day because I did technically burn... I didn't eat more than what my BMR is and I exercised too... Breakfast: None Lunch: None Dinner: Two Salisbury steak with gravy I'm a little bummed I didn't work out more today but hey... I went ou… [more]

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