Female , 36-40
You rarely wanna come way. Speaks a lot about person.
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Member Since Jun 23, 2012
- a little German
Special day 7-24
Books Stephen King Books.
Music I like everything, but country.
Local Time December 26th, 1:59 PM
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Million Pieces I never ever want to be in an online relationship again. My heart is broken into a million pieces. LEAVE ME ALONE!… [more]
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How peaceful it looksHow peaceful this place looks in my dream. I felt flowers under my feet and wind caressing every inch of my body. While looking over cliff and the ocean below. I felt true harmony and peace. Please I wish this every night while dream. I never felt so completely free from my problems. I beg you to take me back to this place!… [more]
Twisted!It must have been a fantasy that he cared for me. I CRAVE to be in his arms and have his fingers run through my hair. All in reality, he doesn't want me. I would have been loyal to him and more. I have to accept he doesn't want me and I have to push forward. HOW? He's all I think about and my heart aches for him. I NEVER been so twisted over someone like this.This is constant war in my head if I try to see him. HE WILL REJECT YOU! You deserve better. If he ever realizes how much I care it will be too late.I never once treated you the way you treated me. I DIDN'T DESERVE IT!… [more]
Is there a place called harmony?I just want trade my life for something else. I don't know what it's like to live drama free. I 'm surprised I haven't been checked in to a psych ward. My life is rough! I'm raising a kid that is ADHD, Borderline Psychotic, Oppositional Defiant Disorder. My daughter on the other hand is the opposite. I feel like my emotions are in over-drive mode. My life will never be in peace and harmony due to my son's condition. No one understands what its like to raise a child like this it can mentally tear you to shreds. I did every thing right as a mother before and after. I wasn't the type that did drugs , alcohol, and smoke. So, why me ? I don't get it! I could understand if I made bad choices duri… [more]