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Why is my life currently so boring?
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I Domestic Discipline Marrage

The Rules These are the rules I've agreed to as of yesterday : 1. No back-talking, bad attitude, or other forms of disrespect. 2. No cursing or using other language deemed as inappropriate by... [more]
LadyIndiscretion has shared 394 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Separated From My Husband

    He's Obsessed (Story 3) I have been with my husband for 13 years. He suffers from bipolar disorder and deep depression. He turned into a pessimistic, downhearted, jerk and was abusive both emotionally and verbally. He went i… [more]
  • I Submit To My Husband Through Domestic Discipline

    Surprise Discipline (Double Trouble Pt. 1) At around 5am I was minding my own business and doing online things when my master messaged me. I was excited and sort of wary at the same time. (I love words. Sometimes I try to think of how I feel … [more]
  • I My Husband Is An Alcoholic

    Alcoholic Cell (poem) (Story 25) Alcoholic Cell I love you But our relationship's marred I think long almost everyday And i think hard About how to get away You're drinking too much … [more]
  • I Have Been Emotional Abused

    Adult Bully (poem) (Story 44-) I saw an adult bully A self righteous sort Judging me a falsely Tearing down the fort Disrespecting me Breaking my things Consumed by jealousy And hunger pan… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    To My Husband-1/1/13
    I miss you so so much. I want you. I need you. I can't make it without you anymore, because you caused me to be in love with you again. I can't stand you. Lol.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Violated Space
    2 years ago one of my husband's nephews died from a car accident and I'm not sure I'm sorry. I have a bad memory of him getting too close to me while he was drunk at a family reunion and also got too close to my daughter. He kissed me and was too friendly, it was only on the cheek, but I didn't like it. He was deep in my personal dpace and I felt violated. He's got a family that apparently thinks it's ok to kiss everyone whereas I didn't even kiss my father on the cheek and got spanked for it. I told my husband I was uncomfortable and he questioned him about it which nearly started a fight. Then there were some angry females that wanted to fight me like I started something. I walked away, bu… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Nude Photoshoot
    I just remembered something that I forgot I had done and it's unspeakable. I went with a friend to guys house. He took nude pictures of her and I let him do the same with me although it's something I would never do. What was I thinking? He gave them to us on disc. I believe that I destroyed mine. That must have been a repressed memory. Wow.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Separated and Confused
    I've been separated from my husband for a year because of what he does when he drinks and denies alcohol causes it. He's phone stalked me the entire time and if I didn't answer the phone then he appealed to my family. He spent at least 8 months trying to convince me that he's changed, but I didnt see any changes when he started saying it. Ober the past few months he has seemed alot different. He got his license back, stopped smoking, became respectful, and everything I could want. I guess that I just hoped that he stopped drinking, but apparently not. He called this evening and he was drinking I could tell. His speech was slightly slurred and he smacked his lips which he does after drinking.… [more]
  • 1st birth pt2

    Posted on: November 15th, 2012 at 1:19AM

    I decided to start screaming to get some attention. It was time because I thought I couldn't take anymore. The doctor checked my dilation and I needed 3 more cm. I wished I could die. Several minutes later I screamed in pain again just to be checked on. 5 minutes had passed and I was fully dilated, the doctor couldn't believe it. My water bag didn't break so he said he was going to break it. I wondered if it would hurt but I was in so much pain that I didnt care. He took a long, thin pole and stuck it in me. Suddenly I was gushing fluid like I was peeing and couldn't stop. I hadn't felt it at all. I felt wet but great as if 3 pounds of constipation were released and my pain and pressure felt… [more]

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  • Almost Passing out

    Posted on: December 4th, 2012 at 11:48AM

    I was at the dr's office all morning. I hadn't eaten since the previous night and even then it was only a worthless bowl of ramen noodles. They drew 2 vials of my blood and it all went downhill from there. My stomach felt queezy, I became so weak that I felt like I couldn't stand up. I sat on the floor while checking out of the office. The room was nearly spinning, I kept shaking my head forcibly to stay conscious. I thought I was going to pass out. The receptionist alerted a nurse who came. They put a stick of something horrible in front of my nose to sniff, i think it said ammonia. It kept me from passing out. By the time they brought out a wheelchair I was losing my eyesight. I thought I … [more]

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  • 1st birth pt1

    Posted on: November 15th, 2012 at 1:20AM

    do it again, but I don't want another baby. My first time I was horrified. People always want to share their horror stories when they see a pregnant woman. I was asleep and woke up about 4am with a light feeling of menstrual cramps in my lower back. It didnt hurt. I went back to sleep, but the cramp returned every few minutes until I realized I wasnt going to get any sleep. I left my boyfriend sleeping and got up. There we were already several false alarms over the previous 2 months so I wasnt too concerned. I called my stepmother just in case because the cramps were occurring more frequently. She suggested I wake my boyfriend and she was coming to take me to the hospital. I woke my boyfrien… [more]

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  • How Outdated Are You Quiz

    Posted on: November 20th, 2012 at 10:59AM

    You are quite modern, but you're not obsessed with being an early adopter.You adopt anything new once it gains mass appeal. You like to let other people get the kinks out.You are future oriented, but you probably at least have some taste for retro or vintage objects.If something is a classic, you'll stick with it. But if something better comes along, you'll definitely upgrade. … [more]

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