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I Have Had My Heart Broken Time and Time Agian

Hurting Too Bad To Ever Try Again It seems as though each time I try to share my heart, it gets thrown right back at me. For the longest time I thought a happy life was achievable, now I don't think it is. My heart has been ripped out... [more]
lajj8 has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Am a Burn Victim

    Burned At A Young Age On Easter Sunday, in 1966, at the age of five I got burned. I was leaning over an open face space heater, when my dress caught on fire. It was bad, I was burned over seventy percent of my body. Nearly… [more]
  • I Am Hidden Inside

    The Real Me, Locked Within My whole life, I have kept feelings and pain hidden deep inside me. Very few people have gotten to know the real me. Never do I say or do anything without first thinking about the consequences. Do I t… [more]
  • I Had a Near Death Experience

    In The Grip Of Death At the age of five, I was in a terrible accident. It was on a Easter Sunday. My sister and I had matching yellow Easter dresses that our grandmother made for us. I was leaning over an open face space … [more]
  • I Encountered The Kkk

    Chased Out Of A Cemetary It was a halloween night back when I was a teenager, when a group of friends and I decided to go to a very eerie cemetary. This place was really creepy, a cemetary that makes your hair stand up on the… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Passion
    Having such a passion for a particular friend is a wonderful feeling. He knows nothing of it, I am trying to overcome my shyness, I want to tell him so badly. But I think that eventually he will figure it out. I don't want him to feel as though I am pushing myself on him at all. The closeness is wonderful and I don't want to blow it, so I'll keep this emotion to myself.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Mr.Right not Mr. Perfect
    Often I think about what life would be like if I were to ever find Mr. Perfect. He would have the perfect job, the perfect car, home, perfect cildren, personality and be the perfect lover. Then I stop and think that is not what I want. I would like to have a man who enjoys being around me and my family, who doesn't always want everything to be perfect . A man who can laugh with me, cry with me, stay home instead of going out all the time. One who enjoys my cooking, treating him like a real man. One who will not only listen to what I have to say but can also share his feelings with me, without holding back. Taking walks while holding hands, just being there for one another, A man who will lov… [more]