Lauren0526 26-30, F

I wish I could feel his body next to mine. I dream of it every single day. Just touch my body ever so softly. Kiss my neck and tell me you love me. I miss those intimate moments with you. I'm so lonely without you my love.… [more]

That's how I feel sometimes...Where the hell does my paycheck go? I work two jobs and still can't make ends meet! If I didn't have a child I would probably take the easy way out and off myself. I hate living in this effed up society. I just wanna be able to pay my bills on time and have a little left over to do something fun with my little girl. My boyfriend passed away last month which makes things even more difficult. Now I'm even more depressed, still broke as a joke, and lonely as ever. I wish I was a bird so I could fly away from all this crap. I'm alive but I don't feel like I'm living. Nonetheless, I get up each morning at 530am, put a smile on my face, and head to work. I tell myself… [more]