Female , 31-35

5ft 8 inch tall
288 pounds
Blue eyes
Brown Hair

Last Seen Mar 6, 2013
Member Since Apr 24, 2012
Favorite Quote If God brought you to it, he will get you through it!
  • a little Irish
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 4-1
Music Christian, country, rap, R&B, gospel
Movies Adam Sandler or Sandra Bullock
Local Time May 22nd, 1:44 PM

I Am a Hippie At Heart

Hip- Tasticness; Flower Child Full Of Grace i have always like them; the long flowing skirts, long hair, music that you can dance to in the dark; I love the freedom of love and peace and hate war; I find peace symbols all over my room from... [more]
laurielee1980 has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Miss My Family

    The Loss Of Family I lost my mother in July of 2009 from a heart attack. I lost my father from colon cancer in 2007. I lost a brother in 2008 from lung cancer, I lost a nephew in 1999 to drowning. Even though I lost ver… [more]
  • I Am Unemployed

    What Is Wrong With People; Why Not Hire My Man? I just have to rant and rave today! My soap box is ready for some scrubbing over what this world and economy have done to my husband! He was a hard working man, worked from the time he was 16 to now a… [more]
  • I Am Married

    Marriage; Love True Love? I have been married a year and 3 months to a wonderful man named Ricky. He and I met on an online chat room and we never saw each other untill we met for the first time. His impression of me was this;… [more]
  • I Am Not Worried About 2012

    2012- Yes It Is Not The End! Storms, earthquakes, weirdos claiming it is the end...whatever! I know that there has been a lot of hype about bad news and too many idiots try to disclose and scare people; come on under ground bunke… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I am Human!
    I have ears that hear and a mouth to speak; But I am human yet you say I am a freak!I have hands to help, and feet to walk, a mind to speak; Yet you will not let me talk.I want to be true to you in all I say, think, and do, but am I even human to you?You go around the town with a smile on and I wear a frown; you tell me that it is all okay but did you see how I felt today?You may think you know more than me, but let me tell ya I hate company; misery is nipping at my heels; this is the truth and how I feel!I want to wake up, ignore this dream, yet walk awya and hear you scream; bloody rags all thrown down, because your war pain made you a clown.Never again do I seek the truth to remain becaus… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Never Feeling Loved
    Okay, so you wanted to do this thing right? Getting married, cake, candles, the whole shin-dig right> Well before you say yes to the dress and better or worse; litsten to this it only gets worse! I can not tell you how I feel in person but at least people here can read this and understand that I AM DONE with your broken promises; I am FINISHED with the lies; and to top it all off if you LOVED me liek you say you do; then why am I NEVER feeling loved? We been married 2 years now, and what have I freaking done for you? Cooked your meals 3 times a day, washed laundry, fed the dog, walked the dog, cleaned the house, etc..and the list goes on; made the bed, allowed you to have your bromance with … [more]
  • Work Confessions

    WHY does he do it?
    Okay for 6 months my hubby and I been discussing him a job that had great benefits; it paid for medical, dental, and vision, and it was worth it; truck driver school; he had an opputrunity of it being paid in full, and he turned it down! WHY? Then he had another job come his way; insurance sales man; 10 dollars an hour staring; guarenteed 40 to 60 hrs a week; tunred it down; WHY??? He has all the awesome job market things and in this economy we need the money; yet he took a job at a motel for 7 dollars an hour?? NO BENEFITS! What gives?… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Never knowing the un-known
    AS i set here pondering the things that my day brings; I like to think back to the easier times in my life. A time when there were little bills, a time when there was money always flowing in, a time when i could drive my own car, walk the day away in sunshine, lose weight and feel fine about myself. Then he came into my life; smiles a mile wide..I thought I had found the love of my life, yet he was broken and I gave all that I could; time, money, kindness, generosity, peace, and my heart. He soon stopped working, then he soon stopped talking, then he continued to keep asking for more than I could afford. He took me for all I had; he thinks he got away with it,but oh how great it will be when… [more]