Post
Female , 18-21

Mom of 2. In a long term relationship for a little over 5 years. I'm bold and blunt but I still have a very soft heart. As for my experiences, sometimes I feel way beyond my age and I am sure I'm not the only one who feels that way. Feel free to read my blog or message me for a chat or even to have your blog read. Love reading about different experiences, most of mine have been bad, not all, so I'm hoping all of you have had more of a positive life than me. Peace out. :)

Last Seen Nov 29, 2013
Member Since Jul 01, 2011
Favorite Quote "If perfection is beauty than you're blind, for beauty are the things we see and understand once we learn from mistakes."
Heritage
Vices
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Leo
Special day
Books Anything by V.C Andrews and any other Romantic/mystery novels.
Music Electro, Hip hop, Rap, R&B, some 80's, 90's
Movies Depends on my mood :P
Local Time April 17th, 6:37 PM
Message
leanneandrews1991 has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I'm still afraid of the dark. :/
         So I know it's whacked but I am 21 and STILL afraid of the dark and I mean like petrified. I don't understand why but it's something that can tend to get on your nerves after you begin to get so old. I can't think of any thing in my past that causes this fear to be honest and I know there's no boogeyman and that kind of crap. Nobody knows just my boyfriend and parents, but he just laughs at me -_- men lol. It's so weird if someone does turn out the lights and I awaken in the dark I literally have a panic attack. … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I am still a little addicted.
    Everyone thinks I have been clean from cocaine since August but I've only been 2 weeks clean and I hate myself now more than I ever have before, I am so disappointed in myself but I have to do it this time, no more playing, things have to be done!… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I'm terrified!
         So this whole 12.21.12 thing with the world ending, I am absolutely terrified, if it was just myself I wouldn't be too worried but I have two small children which I fear for them. Perhaps most are true and the world won't end but what if it does?! Does anyone else feel this way??… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I love my boyfriend of 5 years soo much, but....
         I love my boyfriend so soo much who I've been with for 5 years now and have two children with but I sadly always keep feeling like I have to search for someone else, I mean we've had A LOT of issues and he is not the guy I fell for in the beginning but he is trying to change lately but we just don't match up I love him to pieces but I'm still always thinking like what if we were just meant to be together to have the kids than go our separate ways? What if there is someone out there meant especially for me and we won't have to work so hard to have a real relationship like I do now? Relationships are beyond confusing :/… [more]
  • First.

    Posted on: November 26th, 2012 at 4:47PM

    Well, where to begin. Mother of 2, both from the same father who I am still with. A boy and a girl. I've been with their father, Jeff, for a little over 5 years, our first date was just before my 16th birthday. We've had a crazy relationship, currently doing couples counselling. Between not just one crazy in-law but having both doing crazy things and interfering to my drug addiction right to my son being diagnosed with Autism, it's been a crazy 5 years and that stuff, that isn't even half of it. I wouldn't know where to start and there will be no end of course, unless the world ends, which to be honest I'm really hoping it doesn't, I guess I figure what has been a crazy life can only get pea… [more]

    Flag

  • How wish to grow up when we're young, what were we thinking?!

    Posted on: December 3rd, 2012 at 8:19PM

         So when you're young all you want to do is grow up so you can do all those "awesome grown up things" when really being a kid is the best part of life. No one tells you that when you grow up there's bills, work, kids, housecleaning, relationship stresses, etc.. I thought I had it rough as a kid haha, Christmas time all I had to do was finish up school and await the gifts. Now with my own two kids I have to buy them, my boyfriend will be gone on boat for the second year in a row and along with that it's the usual monthly bills and daily housecleaning. Being a grown up sucks, sometimes. Yes I can legally go to the bar, for what? To see drunk old men being pervs and people falling over the … [more]

    Flag

  • Totally Depressed

    Posted on: February 5th, 2013 at 4:23PM

         Wow, I haven't been on here in ages, so busy it's been crazy. So I was lucky enough to enjoy my boyfriend home for almost a month but his gone again on boat :( Here alone with the kids is sort of depressing, so lonely and too much time to think. Sure I have internet and netflix and a phone to contact the outside world but I feel so stuck, so barred in. This just sucks, having to work to live when what's the point if you have to be gone and can't actually live a life with you're family? Horrible mood and def upset and depressed, everything inside me feels so heavy and dark :( And I wanted to grow up fast for this!?… [more]

    Flag

  • Friends, an essential part of life or waste of time?

    Posted on: December 3rd, 2012 at 11:43AM

         Friends, personally, is a confusing area. First off you make friends, than you have to learn if they are true friends or just someone passing through, than some manage to fool you. Some make you think that you are important to them when really they are never truly there for you like you are to them. But sometimes you can get lucky and find lifelong friends, you may have a scatter disagreement and maybe even stop talking but you always end up friends again. There are many different types too, bingo friends, drinking friends etc but than the ones you truly cherish, that you can sit down with and talk about absolutely anything over a simple cup of coffee, those are the best friends, the tr… [more]

    Flag