Female , 18-21

Last Seen Sep 5, 2011
Member Since Jul 14, 2011
Favorite Quote It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books The vampire chronicles, anita blake series, the vampire files, crank, and soooo many more
Music Disturbed
Movies Queen of the damned, boondock saints, loads more
Local Time July 8th, 12:48 AM

I Am Scared

Of Never Living.... My biggest fear is either staying how I am and never living and experiencing good things in life OR giving into a realty bad and negative fear I have which is that I will just cave and end up in an... [more]
learningtosmile has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Need a Diet Buddy

    100+ To Lose? Pcos? Teen? Need A Diet Buddy That Can Relate :) I need a diet buddy, especially one that can actually relate. I know I have a lot to lose and I am committed to losing it but I still feel I need someone to take this journey with. I am only 19 and am… [more]
  • I Am Sick of Being Single

    One Day Someone Will Like Me.... I try to tell myself I have accepted being the single one. After all I don't even like myself [working on that] so why would anyone else? ┬áBut the truth is I am not okay being single. I am far past j… [more]
  • I Can't Look At Myself In the Mirror

    Just Brings Tears... I try to avoid them. If I am really down I don't even try to make myself look less repulsive. I skip the make up and just brush my hair into a ponytail without even looking up at the mirror. Too much … [more]
  • I Have Insulin Resistance

    Diagnosed But Now What? I have had very bad luck with doctors. Three doctors and a year later after being told I had PCOS and was insulin resistant I started taking metformin. [ 4 -500mg pills a day]. I am sorta horrible wit… [more]