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Female , 18-21
NM USA

I'm me. Not much more to say. I've always been told that the world is not ready for me.

Last Seen Mar 13, 2011
Member Since Mar 08, 2011
Favorite Quote Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
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  • 100% American
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Politics Liberal
Horoscope Pisces
Special day 3-4
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Local Time April 15th, 11:19 PM
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