LifeOfAmanda

He is coming home soon. I am preparing my self to have a argument once again about why in his eyes and mind I am not trying hard enough to obtain a job. I have applied at multiple places some multiple times. He acts as if I have the best experience and can just jump on a job sorry buddy I cannot. He no longer wants to hold me, kiss me, show affection, not even communicate with me unless it is to scold me and say hurtful things. Every now and then I hear I LOVE YOU. O yea You Love Me?! BullPoo you love me yet you want to give me a ultimatum if I have no Job in November  I am out the house living in my vehicle. It has been 3 months since I left my last job, if it were reversed I would support … [more]

This so called secret is not being a secret i should be smelling like sport fresh not stank pits. I hate clear gel deodorant does not last underneath my pits smell fades so quick. Geez. Luckily I have the same kind in powder stick which last me all day and night and I do not smell my own pits YAY ME. I tell you what is a secret my undies hehe Love PINK and My lift add a cup size bra love,love,love them. Only my lucky love Lance is the man who sees them WOO WOO. In reality he rarely sees me with clothes on I LOVE being in my BIRTHDAY SUIT it is so natural and when I lay on our bed the sheets feel so good on my body, feeling the breeze of the night wisp my skin, while I am sleeping I can easil… [more]