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    I'm scared~ Living with social anxiety
    I keep thinking about the future....I'm scared that I won't have a date for prom (I doubt I will anyways) and I don't know who to go with to prom 9as in friends)....I'm scared I'll end up alone when I go to prom. I don't want to go but my mom and dad are probably gonna force me. They will expect me to go and also before I go they will take lots of pictures and send them to people. If they don't do that it will be an embarassment to the family and to me (if I don't go to the prom) my cousins and other people will make fun of me and call me a loser! dammit i hate this....… [more]
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    Why me?
    I never really tell people that I have this...only my sister and mom know about it. It bothers me a lot and I just want it to go away! I want to live a normal life and not worry all the time. I have social anxiety disorder and it is really hard to live with. I don't have a lot of friends because of this and I usually feel very lonely. I just don't understand how to talk with people..it doesn't make sense to me. The only person I can really talk with is my sister. She really understands me. Well, when I want to talk to people my mouth just won't open up! Everything I want to say is stored right in my head. I want to say it so badly but I just don't have the guts to do it. I always think peopl… [more]