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LilletBlan 18-21, F

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I Feel Lonely and Crave Affection

To Be Held Is To Live Posted 05/09/2012
Affection is something I've hardly experienced as all of those that have given it to me were fake and it was all a ploy to sleep with me but it was wonderful to have someone to kiss you and rub your... [more]
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  • Remember When Nickelodeon Only Showed Cartoons

    I Remember When Nickelodeon Only Showed Cartoons

  • Get Scared Easily

    I Get Scared Easily

  • Grow Helpless When My Neck Is Bitten

    I Grow Helpless When My Neck Is Bitten

  • Wish I Was Good Enough

    I Wish I Was Good Enough

  • Think About What Could Have Been

    I Think About What Could Have Been

  • Believe In Ghosts And Spirits

    I Believe In Ghosts And Spirits

  • Think Intelligence Can Cause Depression and Isolation

    I Think Intelligence Can Cause Depression and Isolation

  • Seem to Attract a Certain Type of Man

    I Seem to Attract a Certain Type of Man

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  • I Grow Helpless When My Neck Is Bitten

    Bitting Fetish? Posted 5/7/2011
    I have a thing for being bitten. It's like a primal instinct to bite someone and "claim" them that way just to leave a mark for others to be weary of. When someone takes the opportunity to bite me on … [more]

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  • I Wish I Was Good Enough

    Can't Believe That I Feel Good Enough Posted 5/7/2011
    I look around at my generation as a young adult and wonder what I am missing. I'm on the outside looking in. Is it really that fun to have friends and go out with them doing whatever you feel like doi… [more]

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  • I Was Raped

    Sick Natured Valley Posted 5/7/2011
    I once had a "best friend" but she wasn't very bright neither was she kind to others. She was selfish, slutty, self-hating, and a habitual liar who pitted friend against friend and tried to ruin the l… [more]

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  • I Am Tired of Being Fat

    My Fantasy Come True Posted 2/13/2012
    I don't like being fat, obviously. I use to be thin as a child and I remember that freedom and the idea that I don't have to care about what I eat because I'm fine the way I was which was a calm and i… [more]

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    I'm afraid of what you think of me
    I am afraid to talk to anyone though any sort of communicaiton because I am afraid of what they will think of me. I live in a place where what you say and what you do can ultimately end your whole social career because everyone will know about it and everyone will talk about it so you better like Sublime or you must be a drinker, smoker, or druggie to fit in. I have learned to adapt to my surrounds and observe what the person I am talking to likes and either google up some information so I can talk back to them in a way that makes them think I understand what they mean or can relate or just fling it with my brain only. I suppose you would call this posing or not being true to yourself but li… [more]

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    I have no idea how to socialize
    I confess that I have no clue how to be social, at least this is what I think. So I never add people to anything, not on myspace, not facebook, and certainly not here. I think I have a phobia about it, about what people may think of me or something I'm not sure though. I only wait until people decide to add me to anyting though I think I act this way because everytime I try to be nice and friendly to people wether on the internet or outside this aura that surrounds me just makes them either automatically hate me or be put off by me no matter what I say. I guess I am sick of that type of reaction so: I confess I will never add you to anyting unless you add me first.… [more]

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  • Selfconcious forever

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 5:26AM

    The more I look at things on this site the more I see that people aren't ashamed of who they are wether they are sad or happy or kinky or whatever they all care to tell the story of it. I on the other hand still feel scared with what I say and like even though this site is probably the best place to find people that like the same things you do anyway in a very easy way. I still feel like people will hate me and not want to talk to me at all. I feel this way only because that is simply the reaction I get usually, that people are put off by me and I haven't really ever done anything to provoke that they just...are. I suppose i don't mind it but it makes me worried about getting friends, I hope… [more]

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  • My favorite video games

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 4:08PM

    Currently the only systems and handhelds I have is a ps2, N64, NDS, my computer, and an emulator for the NES but I guess that doesn't count. I felt like naming my favorite games so here goes, it will be updated anytime I find new ones I enjoy:GrimGrimoireFamily guyOdin SphereTime HollowGhost TrickMermaid MelodyRachet and ClankOkamiKingdom Hearts 1 + 2Final Fantasy X-2Pokemon SnapPokemon StadiumDigimon Rumble ArenaFreaky FlyersEarthboundMother 1 + 3Persona 3Beyond Good and EvilAmerican McGee's AliceClannad Visual NovelVampire the MasquradeMonster Rancher 4Digimon World.Hack Infection… [more]

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  • Anime list <3

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 4:21PM

    I have always really liked anime (OVAs, movies, ODAs, manga and the like) so I feel like listing all of the ones I love the most I'll update when I find more I like: Kiki's delivery service The cat returns Princess Mononoke Casle in the sky You're under arrest Elfen Lied (manga) Fushigi Yugi Genbu (manga) Mars (manga <3333) Sailormoon (manga only) Ah! My goddess (manga) Pokemon Sol Bianca Project A-ko Nightwalker Pompoko Oh! Super milk-chan Shin-chan Cardcaptor sakura XXXHolic rou Ginga Clannad Azumanga Daioh Grave of the Fireflies Record of lodoss war Legend of Crystania Violinist of Hamelin Piano Spirited Away Yu Yu Hakusho FullMetal Alchemist Yugioh Season 0 Shutterbox (manga)… [more]

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  • This new addiction

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 3:16AM

    I am starting to realize how additive this experience project is. I can't stop reading stories, confessions, blogs, questions really everything and delving into the person typing these words out on the keyboard. I have always been interesting in human strife and I have to say that this is the best way to observe and find people who relate to me easier than it is here in this valley I live in. It's comforting. I love the fact that I can pretend that this site is an actual friend, a best friend, of whom I can tell all of my secerets and share my life with. I use to be on facebook and well...that is probably the worst place for me to be. No kid who terrorized me in high school I don't want to b… [more]

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