lillithgrey 18-21, F

Most people don't believe me, but I've never had my first kiss.And embarressing but I've never even dated. I feel like no guys even look at me. I'm 19 years old, 5'2, average weight, brown hair and eyes.....in my opinion plain, but most don't agree. People tell me I'm cute and that I'm pretty and a few have even said I'm beautiful, but I guess I just don't see it. Is it true that you need to be able to love yourself before anyone else will be able to? If it is then I might never find anyone.... :( Oh, and this should probably be in another confession, but I really hate being a virgin, and never having dated or anything hasn't exactly given me an opportunity to change that...... I feel ki… [more]