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Female , 16-17

Always good but never the best.....

Last Seen Jan 14
Member Since Mar 07, 2012
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  • a little New Zealander
  • and a little British
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Local Time August 1st, 10:33 AM

I Write Poetry Best When I Am Depressed

Prison Everyday I fight the walls I built, That keep me in this hate and fear and guilt, A thousand doors line the walls before me, Doorknobs gleaming as if to taunt me, [more]
  • I Have An Eating Disorder

    Hoping For The Best I'm 15 years old, almost 16. All my life I've moved backwards and fowards between my back-country farm in New Zealand and my glitzy city life in Paris. As a result i never really fit in that much anyw… [more]
  • I Have Bulimia

    I Feel Worthless About a year ago i changed schools and started in a really high achieving school.... I didn't fit in. Everyone was so smart and outgoing! I started to isolate myself and make myself throw up. I'm now … [more]
  • I Miss My Home

    Miss Home <3 I live in Paris. Every time people hear this they think my life must be a fairytale. But it's really not. There are lots of great things about living in Paris. Lots of clothes shops, lot… [more]
  • I Want to Lose Weight

    My Worst Vice... Ever since i was 13. It's my own personal hell. It's the only thing i think about. Every time i put something in my mouth, i'm counting... 20g of oatmeal, 74kcal, + 1 tsp of brown sugar 11kcal = 85kca… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I don't have the perfect life
    When people asked me about my life, I didnt want to seem like a depressing sad person, so i used to make up wildly elaborate stories about my life, where i had a perfect wonderful life and was super popular and all the guys were in love with me etc... And it was never true. I don't have that many friends, I have a few close ones, and have only been out with 2 guys, and only one of them did i love...But then i got found out... i made up too many conflicting stories and in the end some people realised i had been making it up, and some people still resent me for it... But i'm not like that anymore. I learnt my lesson. I just wish i could go back to square one and tell the truth.… [more]