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MY NAME IS ARCHIE. I'M ON HERE BECAUSE I WAS READING STORIES OF SOME WHO WERE ABUSED AS CHILDREN. AS I READ I WAS ABLE TO RELATE WITH THOSE SHARING THEIR STORIES, SO I DECIDE TO JION THIS SITE, & SEE IF I CAN FIND SOME HEALING AMONG THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE -- TO SOME EXTENT, AS OUR CIRCUMSTANCES DIFFER IN CERTAIN AREAS. I DO HOPE TO MAKE FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY.
AS A CHILD, I NEVER WAS LOVED BY EITHER PARENT. I SUFFERED MUCH ABUSE, MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY & SEXUALLY. THUS, THERE'S A LITTLE BOY INSIDE OF ME WHO NEVER MATURED. THAT LITTLE BOY ( & MAN) EARNESTLY DESIRES TO BE LOVED. TO LOVE & BE LOVED. ALTHOUGH I'M IN MY 40's, MENTALLY I FEEL 24. & AT TIMES, I ENJOY BEING A "KID". I BELIEVE I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUNG AT HEART.
BECAUSE OF MY MENTALALITY, I ONLY DESIRE TO FIND A YOUNG WOMAN, WHICH OUR LORD WILLING, WOULD LEAD TO MARRIAGE. & I'M REALLY ATTRACTED TO ASIANS. I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE & LONELY. I THINK I'M A COMPASSIONATE PERSON & I WOULD WANT A COMPASSIONATE WIFE, SOME DAY.

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