Female , 26-30
Feeling lonely
I have had 3 people close to me pass in the last 3 months. Instead of wanting to be home with me or even around me my husband leaves

Last Seen Jul 20, 2014
Member Since Oct 08, 2012
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I Married An Alcoholic

Priorities My husband is now seeing a therapist. Which is a huge step. I think he might be starting to see things clearly. It's been 1 full year since major problems arose. Month after month he promised he... [more]
Littledreamer83 has shared 1 Mature Experience
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  • I Am Not Happy With My Husband

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  • I Love My Husband But I Can Not Trust Him

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  • I My Husband Is An Alcoholic

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  • Friends Confessions

    I never liked my friends wife. They would be better off divorced
    Friend of mine got married last year to this high strung women. She has first about everything and in general is just sloppy and a complete mess all the time. Half the time she has people over she barely has clean clothes on any more and no bra. Since getting married she has basically thrown in the towel and said she doesn't HAVE to try anymore because she's married! So since the wedding she has gained at least 100 lbs an that's really being kind. She also chopped off all her hair and is demanding her groom be a stay at home dad and five up any hope he had of a career in law. He currently has a temp position only making 20k a year. She went off her pills and is basically already trying to ge… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I thought about killing myself today
    I have been having a really difficult time. I don't want to get out of bed most days because I'm just so tired of trying and failing. My marriage has been troubled. I feel like my husband doesn't really want this anymore. I feel like I am somehow not enough for him. It kills me. Maybe it's my fault for loving him too much. I trusted him. I know he doesn't respect me because if how he talks to me. I really don't know what to do any more. In public, at work, with family, with friends, I can hold it together. But I am dying inside. I feel lonely. I feel insignificant. If it were not for my kids I do feel that I would be dead by now. I feel like that is the only way to gain some piece. It sure i… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    Work thoughts #wishtheywerefired
    So they hired this person as a manager and they are just so unbeluevably stupid. Common sence things even! They will ask retarded questions where the answer is right there! An outsider in a different industry even could prob guess the correct answer 99% of the time over this piece of work. I really how they get fired or transferred. It's not only the stupidity it's the attitude and complete lack of professionalism. Work would go smoother and better in general if they were just gone.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Smoke and mirrors
    I try to maintain a happy, calm, professional appearance. I smile, laugh and joke. I work. I distract myself from reality and I guess I try to pretend it isn't really happening. My reality isn't this pathetic broken sham. In side I am crying. I am breaking. I feel like I am less than because my husband won't tell me the truth. I feel like I have failed because he chooses a bottle over our vows. I feel like I am being haunted by alcoholism. I hate what alcohol has done to my family. It has taken my husband to a dark place and I can't rescue him. No I just get to watch and try every day to hold on to my sanity.… [more]