Female , 16-17

Love helping anyone who needs a hand, and I love finding new friends. I am looking for some friends who can except me for who I am, and someone I don't have to pretend in front of. :)

Last Seen Apr 30, 2012
Member Since Feb 10, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little Irish
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day 1-16
Books Noughts and Crosses, The Hunger Games, Book Thief, ANYTHING from Stephen King :)
Music Taylor Swift, Eminem, Guns N Roses', The Beatles, Skylar Grey, Radiohead... All music!
Movies Inception, Harry Potter, Pulp Fiction, Mean Girls
Local Time May 7th, 8:54 AM

I Binge and Purge

Binge Over 20,000 Calories, Purge Over 100 Times A Day. I use food as an escape from reality. I'm locked away in my own little world, and no one can get to me when I'm there. When I'm eating, my thoughts are all on food, and it's better then thinking about... [more]
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  • I Am Very Shy

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  • I Have An Eating Disorder

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  • I Sleep With a Stuffed Animal

    My Little Peanut :) I sleep with one teddy bear every night. Yes, a 16 year old sleeps with a little teddy. A bit shocking I suppose, hehe. But I'm not ashamed, he's the best teddy in the world. Peanut has been mine for … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I hear and see things...
    Okay, time to get the straight jacket out... But ever since I was younger, I would see and think things that are just bizarre. When I was eight, I saw two old people (a man and a woman) who would stand in the corner of my room and stare at me all night. I also knew that a man was standing by my bed pointing a gun at my head every night, and if I looked at him, he would shoot me. To this day, I also feel like my dad is going to kill me in my sleep one night, so I sleep with a hammer in my bed, for protection... These fears have gone on for over 6 years now, and as time went on, the thoughts and emotions became even more sneaky and paranoid. I would hear different thoughts in my head, thinking… [more]