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Life is full of surprises and with each one you must make the best of it..

Last Seen Dec 17, 2014
Member Since Feb 01, 2011
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I Dreamed of You

We were fighting. It was intense. I turned and walked away and as I reached my truck you grabbed me. Spun me around and kissed me with all the anger and passion within you. I woke feeling both... [more]
lonelyheartofmine has shared 18 Mature Experiences
  • I Don't Belong Anywhere

    Betrayed And Alone Again I'm feeling betrayed and alone.  Maybe I'm just being selfish.  Maybe its me.  All my life I have never really felt as if I fit in anywhere.  Not with my friends, not with my family, not at … [more]
  • I Need a Hug

    Pretty Dam Sad So today I went to dinner by myself.  While I was sitting at the bar in and waiting for my food to arrive I noticed a man kept looking at me.  He was with a woman and they were talking and e… [more]
  • I Believe People Come Into Your Life For a Reason

    Looking For True Happiness I can honestly say that in all my life I've never known what true happiness is.  I've had moments of pure joy and that was only when I gave birth to my children.  They are a gift from god.  But oth… [more]
  • I Always Say "im Fine"

    Feel Like Crying.. Tonight I just feel like crying.  I know why and I hat the reason for it.  It's not me to cry over things.  I just hate to feel like this and want the feeling to go away.  The burning … [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    I confess
    I confess I'm as crazy as they come. I won't ask anyone if I'm crazy cause I already know i'm nutty, looney, should have me one of those special white jackets that allows me to hug myself. Ohh lets not forget that sweet little room with all the pillow around the walls. I want one of those too. Yep I confirm it I'm crazzzzy...… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    What I want
    I just want to be held by someone I love and someone that loves me. I crave it more than anything else.… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Friend or not!!
    I'm upset that one of my closest friends ignores me all the time. My other friend tells me its because she is going through stuff and has a lot going on. But I have a hard time believing this due to the fact I see she has time to make comments on every other persons post but can't even respond to a simple text message from me regarding a party I'm having. I post things about how I'm doing or feeling and she never makes comments about them, but she does to everyone else. It hurts and makes me angry. I just don't know what to do any more. I'm sick of being an after thought or just not thought of at all. Makes me wonder where I really stand in her life. Maybe that's just it I don't have … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Shut down......
    So in the last 3 days I've had people tell me I'm a little distant. I really hadn't noticed this. So my confession today is I'm shutting down. Again I'm crawling back into myself so no one can hurt me again. So I confess I'm on shut down. … [more]