Nature is my passion and core, it makes a lot of who I am. I'm that girl with the bare feet (or FiveFingers) wearing the arrowhead and bones around my neck, foraging through the forest, or playing with daddy long legs. I adore night runs and they get my spirits high. Owl hoots make me fuzzy inside, the moon makes me mesmerized, and I find anything in nature incredibly beautiful.
I'm fairly quiet but I'm pretty friendly, if you can get into my comfort zone I'll be pretty goofy and energetic. I'm honest, I don't like to lie to anyone. I follow the "primal" life-style and it only makes me feel closer to nature (and makes me feel better physically and mentally too). I'm currently going to college for Conservation but really, I just want my own homestead in the future.
There's something about wolves...they'll always be a part of me. If my spirit was an animal it'd be one.
I hardly ever touch the TV. I like making things and doing things with my hands. Going on outdoor adventures are one of my favorite things to do. Rivers and forests feel like home to me. I like the look of scrapes and earthy hands and feet.
I mostly listen to rock, trance, and indie music. Usually things that are upbeat and lift my mood. Muse and Death Cab for Cutie are two of my top favorites (Muse being #1 ♥) Although I don't like hip-hop, rap, or country. I like video games but I'm picky about them. My favorite is Shadow of the Colossus, and I like it so much I doubt it'll ever be beat. Then I like Zelda games, and zombie games, and certain car games, and other random ones (like super smash bros.). I don't like turn-based games at all.
I'm pretty mellow and reasonable, I like logic. Not the best with small talk, deep conversations are my favorite. I'm a listener, observer, not much of an interact-er.
I find myself to be quite a people pleaser..even though I'm not outgoing or a people person. I like to spoil new friends and support them when they need it.
"We're not only of Earth,
We're of the omniverse,
My blood is in the cosmic...
The sky, the sea, the dirt,
The sun and all it's worth,
Impossible to stop it..."
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