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I like meeting new people, having people to talk to, and running. I am also on YouTube with the user Longdistance4life

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Member Since Dec 15, 2010
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  • Friends Confessions

    Scared
    I am a guy and I can honestly say I'm scared. I am scared of losing my close friends especially seeing that we are all going to different colleges. But most of all, I am scared of losing the girl I love. I have been trying for months to tell her how I feel and I just can't do it. I'm afraid that if I do tell her she won't be my friend anymore or she won't be as good a friend. I wish I didn't have to deal with fear, a fear of losing my friends and let's face it, it is a real fear. I'm also afraid that this will push me into depression again.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Stress
    I am at a time in my life that has an unusual amount of stress on me. 1. I have to fill out scholarship applications for college next year. 2. I have finals in two weeks 3. I am working on my Eagle project 4. I am going to explain my feelings towards someone to them. I just got off of my winter break where I didn't feel like doing anything. Now I'm regretting my choice because many due dates are coming up fast. On top of that I have to find a job, practice for track, and do homework. The next three weekends, I am camping. I justcant wait for this school year to be over so I can have everything finished once and for all.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Single too long
    i have never had a girlfriend. I'm almost 18 and all of my friends have girlfriends. I feel jealous of them. I even lied about being in a long relationship so I would fit in better. This wouldn't be so bad if I wouldn't have been in love with someone for almost 4 years… [more]
  • I just don't know

    Posted on: December 18th, 2010 at 11:02PM

    So, don't know if anyone will read this. To begin I suffer from chronic depression. There are only 3 people that know this. On top of that, I've been in love for almost 4 years. Now, at 17 I know that it seems highly improbable but it's true. This young woman is absolutely amazing. I already missed one chance to be with her and it's been myomere biggest regret. I am going to be sharing with her how I feel very soon. I'm deathly afraid Of her rejection because Im not ready for another bout of depression. I used to think that I'd get over her, but everytime I begin to like someone else, something happens that makes me love her even more. … [more]

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