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I Love Creativity And Individuality

Something I Have Recently Found: While I love creativity and individuality, I also found that upon arriving at college, not many people are like this. They try to be and strive for it, but their work turns into a very similar pice... [more]
Lonliness has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Go Barefoot to the Store

    Barefoot At Mcdonalds One day, I was at McDonalds with one of my co-workers (we both work at this particular one). I had sandls on which usually means that I will not wear them less I absolutly have to. We were walking out… [more]
  • I Hate Children

    The Demon Child My nephew is the demon child in my eyes. He is loud, obnoxous, annoying as hell and doesn't know how to shut up...ever... He always wants to play with me and see what i'm doing even though it's … [more]
  • I Vomited In Public

    At Mcdonalds I had a tooth infection that my parents insisted that was just a wisdom tooth coming in. I already had a few days off work. My face was swollen and I just got there after eating what little I could fo… [more]
  • I Wish I Was Happy With Myself

    I Know It's Bad... I know it's bad that I hate my body and hate the way that I have to lie to everyone for them to accept me. I've tried to show them myself and instead got shunned, so I know that I can't be that person… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    All throughout my childhood, I've had nightmares where I'd be kidnapped, raped, and beaten. For the longest time I believed that it happened in a past life. However, now I think I may want it to happen now, just to see what it's like. And to see if anyone cares once I'm gone.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I had something really good to confess...
    But then I forgot in in the 8 hours I had been working...If i find it again, I will definately, 100% write it down and return it to you. Promise.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    My Stories
    People say that I'm such a great writer, I think it's because I believe that the characters in my story is real. That somewhere, they actually exist and that I have a secret window into their world. My edits are more so from me choosing which is real and which is fake as well as me fixing up my word choices. If only someone knew and could help...… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    A Secret My Family Will Never Know
    My dog is now 17 years old, going to be 18 in November (now this is human years not dog years). She's a ****-zu/terrier mix and we got her when I was only three years old. She either doesn't like to listen anymore or she's going deft and is getting a little blind. My friends say that it's amazing that she's still alive seeing as most small dogs only live to be about 15 years old. I secretly think that she's a human macerating as a dog, protecting my family and that when she dies, her human form will be revealed. either that or she'll run away. I know it sounds crazy which is why I can never tell anyone I know about this for fear of being laughed at or take to therapy. I know I need therapy,… [more]
  • Why Won't She Understand?

    Posted on: July 19th, 2010 at 11:47PM

    Why can't my mother understand why I want to get these tattoos so baddly...even if no one will really see them? It's not for them, they're for me. She said that it'll just look ugly and decrepid when you get old but I really don't care. I think tattoos are hot and each one that I'm looking at getting has a speical meaning to me. I want wings on my back for my breaking free of my life. I want the stars for the ones I know and love that have passed away. I want the Eye of Horus on the inside of my right wrist for my love of ancient egypt as well as the fact that it is known as "the eye of protection". I want read and draw tattooed on my nuckles because those are my passions in life. It's not … [more]


  • My New Dorm

    Posted on: August 28th, 2010 at 10:55PM

    Today my parents helped me move onto campus. It's actually pretty nice. I share a room with a girl named Shiela. She doesn't seem like that bad of a roomie either. I'm especially excited about the fact that I won't be under my parents roof any more. just need out, ya know? I'm hoping the change in environment will help break me of the shell that I seem to carry around with me. The one that doesn't allow me to go and get involved and be a part of something bigger. The part of me that is anti-social and awkward to be around. I am also hoping that this will get me to see myself for being beautiful instead of fat and ugly. I'm not quite sure if this will work, but I defiantly hav… [more]


  • A Violin

    Posted on: July 20th, 2010 at 10:02PM

    I think with my next paycheck (this friday) I'm going to go out and get a violin. I've always wanted to try, ever since the 5th grade. I love the sound and the feeling of being weightless whenever I hear its sound. When I wanted to be a part of my high schools orchestra, the teacher said that I would have to go and get lessons instead because I needed to be at a high school level but didn't really have the money to. In the 4th grade, I learned the chello because one of my friends was nervous about it and I wanted to be there for him, eventhough I wanted to try the violin. In 5th grade, I went to the drums because I liked the beat and my brother already had a drum set that I could use. I play… [more]


  • My Friends

    Posted on: July 16th, 2010 at 5:03PM

    I want OUT of this place! Out of the city where everyone knows everyone else and they have to know everyone else's business. I'm sick of it and annoyed as hell with it. I want to live in a big city where hardly any one knows others, even if they know a lot of people. When they don't give a **** about knowing everything about everyone and saying **** behind others backs. If you have a problem with someone, go right to their face, not behind their back. I want to be free...from all this ****.. … [more]