Female , 26-30

Networking & Security student

Student; Lover; Explorer; Gamer; Friend; Child;

Last Seen Aug 29
Member Since Dec 22, 2010
Favorite Quote All men are created equal, it is only men themselves who place themselves above equality. - David Allen Cole
Vices Perpetual Victums, Drama
Horoscope Aries
Special day 5-5
Books Too many authors to name. I have started my own library at this point
Music Depends on my mood but usually something Upbeat
Movies Sci Fi, Comedy, Suspence
Local Time December 21st, 5:08 AM

I Am A Child Of Grey Divorce

At the age of 26 my parents filed for divorce. They've been together since their teen years, 37 years, and married for 27. I am not upset AT them for this midlife change, they've told me... [more]
LostnExcited has shared 17 Mature Experiences
  • I Can't Stop My Butt Crack From Showing

    Curvy I am a curvy girl so when it comes down to butt crack, I really have no hope. The only jeans that don't show butt crack is apple bottom jeans and I am a poor college student who cannot afford name bra… [more]
  • I Believe That Everything Happens For a Reason

    Relationships I told myself this after a hard heart break and have passed on the advise to anyone who needed it.Everything happens for a reason, even relationships.Even if the relationship d… [more]
  • I Hate Fake People

    I Laugh At My Sister In Law I feel bad for her really. She's good for my better half's brother but Wow, girl Wow. I guess what bothers me the most is that she is not her own person. Everytime I start a project or she hears I coo… [more]
  • I Don't Want to Lose Him

    I'm Walking Away But Keep Looking Back I have been living with my boyfriend for almost 4 years. When we met I fell in love at first sight and sucked him in within days, within a week we where living together and have not spent a night apar… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    I'm at work right now and have no coverage. Yes, I am the ONLY person in the building and I need to poop!! I can't leave it unattended, we have strict rules against it, and the girl who was supposed to be in 20 minutes ago hasn't called or anything. This suckssssss… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Internet Stalking
    Once a year or every 6 months I'll stalk my ex and his wife on Facebook. Not that I care about their dog, camping, etc, etc. I'm just waiting for the day when they get divorced so I can laugh long and hard at them.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Sweep me off my feet
    I really want an older man... probably between 30-45 to fall madly in love with me and offer to sweep me off my feet and take me away from this life.. No, I'm really not all that interested in having children, love them just don't really feel a drive to have them, maybe help me finish school, and take care of him for the rest of my life?? I think that sounds amazing <3… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    Steal our job
    It's not REALLY stealing butMy supervisor's husband left her so she is looking for a new job WHILE at work So I started making an in with my boss. I didn't tell on my supervisor BUT I am doing everything imaginable to get her job when she puts in her two weeks notice.… [more]
  • Poetry? HA! It's a mind melt.

    Posted on: June 15th, 2011 at 2:03PM

    If you've been paying attention to the theme in my blog's basically: I take care of my parents; Am living with an Ex-fiance still; (oh and somehow we ended up having sex again on a regular basis and I fear a pregnancy is going to ruin my life at this point) have the worst pets EVER; Do not tell my friends whats going on for fear of sounding all woe is me Am struggling for the first time with my schooling Have little to no income recently quit smoking had my bubble invaded twice in the past 3 months (one sniffed me from behind while I was working the other was on a date he tried to force a kiss twice.. and I mean FORCE) My Ex's mother is a BiT$@ and her children recent her. … [more]


  • Something beautiful

    Posted on: May 6th, 2011 at 4:20AM

    Something beautiful has happened this week and although I don't know why the hell it's happening all at once I couldnt be happier at the moment; and I'm aware this will probably come at a cost later. I GOT A JOB!! YES!! it's only a few hours a week but its peer tutoring at my college and I couldnt be more excited. I want to help people learn and love school like I do so its a huge bonus for me. As well as the fact that I kind of want to be a teacher at the college level when I am done so getting certified for tutoring is a huge step in the right direction. Since it's been so hard to find a job and I still have a car payment I have been slowly falling behind. (current at the moment but its du… [more]


  • Planning a Wedding or your eventual Downfall?

    Posted on: August 10th, 2011 at 6:55AM

    As some of you know I have NOT been very happy with my relationship choices. Thankfully, after I left him, my now fiance straightened up and got his act together. Now we are back to planning the wedding.This would be amazing and awesome, which I do feel at moments, but there is still something missing. Ugh. Now that I cannot blame him for how I feel, for not filling all of those voids because of how he was treating me, I realize that it's me.Is it that I can just never be happy with what I have, that I always need more?Or is it that there IS something missing, something that even when we are at our happiest it just still isn't there.They say you are supposed to know when it is the 'one you a… [more]


  • Just make it FEEL as perfect as it is...

    Posted on: August 31st, 2011 at 4:42PM

    I'm still walking around with that love sick feelings that I wrote about last time. I really wish I could just be happy with what I have, because I DO love it. For whatever reason I just cannot accept this as the life I'll always have. I live everyday as if it is the best thing that has ever happened to me but I never feel that way.My life is very much so in order. Millions would kill to have this life.College degree in process? Check.Relationship with a committed partner? Check.ENGAGED to be married? Check.Lots of Friends and Family? Check.What else could anyone ask for?I know. Fulfillment.I wish I could tell you why it is so hard for me to be satisfied, and hey I truly wish I knew, but in … [more]