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I'm awesome, sometimes. Mom and wife. Planning to finish my degree and work. Once my kids are a little older.

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I Suffer From Chronic Pain

Sometimes I Get Used To It, Sometimes Not I was diagnosed with scoliosis at 11 yrs old. Tried the brace but it didn't do anything. Except make an already incredibly socially awkward girl feel even more self conscious. I could have had the... [more]
lotus04 has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Live In A Sex Filled Marriage

    I'm A Woman Who Loves Sex....with My Husband I find it very sad that the sexless marriage group is so popular. i couldn't fathom living without sex. I don't think I could. My husband and I have been together for almost 6 years and married for a … [more]
  • I Am Pregnant

    Pregnant Yet Again First time I got pregnant was 2009. One irresponsible night of skipping protection. Our first daughter was born January 2010. It was scary but turned out to be wonderful. We decided soon after we want… [more]
  • I Dated Someone Who Turned Out to Be Crazy

    Older Men=more Baggage And More Crazy! When I was 22 I broke up briefly with my long time boyfriend. I began seeing this guy who was 15 years older than me. He seemed nice at first. My family picked on me for it but at the time I didn't th… [more]
  • I Have No More Room For My Books

    It's Getting Even Worse Now With Kids! My husband and I have book shelves full of books, some in boxes, plus I got an ereader just so we could start saving space for us. Now we only buy physical copies of our favorite authors. But now we h… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Positive
    Well, I'm pregnant. There's no celebration. No smiles. No congrats! Heck I've only told my husband and my mom. But all anyone is is scared. I know this will be my last pregnancy. This having a kid every year thing is getting insane. I can't say that I'm happy, but I'm not unhappy. Just, meh. Whatever. My husband seems to be not happy though. Mainly he's stressed, as am I. Finances are the big one. Plus handling 3 kids under 3. Kinda makes me wish I was capable of having an abortion, but I know I couldn't and I know no matter how stressful this may be my husband would not want me to. This is our child. We'll love them just as we do our two girls. We'll take care of them just as well as we do … [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Blargh!
    It doesn't matter how many kids you have, thinking you might be pregnant is always frightening. Especially when you have an infant and a toddler and have been using contraceptives every time and still end up 3 days late with all the symptoms. ****. So not looking forward to asking my husband to pick up a HPT on his way home. If I'm pregnant now I am definitely getting my tubes tied after this one. If we want more kids than we can adopt. We've been planning to anyway. New year hasn't even started yet and I might have already failed at my resolution… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Scared
    This pregnancy has been very rough and is just getting harder. Could be worse but this back and hip pain is so bad I can barely even shower! Doing simple household chores puts me in severe pain. I can't take the medicine my dr gave me turns out I am allergic. I doubt the chiropractor would help, they never have before. My emotions are getting worse, which scares me since I have had PPD before. And i can't take anti depressants cause anytime I do i get incredibly manic...I'm talking hallucinations, extreme paranoia I need put in the psych ward manic...I've been off meds since 2009 and haven't been manic since. Last time I went to therapy to get through the PPD but it was still horrible but th… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I confess
    I am watching the Wonder Years… [more]