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Feeling lonely
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I Love My Chemical Romance

I Love Them, They Helped Me So Much !! My Chemical Romance have broken my heart. I feel so alone again. I'm trying to stay strong, but failing. They kept me strong. They helped me. I keep crying. Its dark and I'm scared I wont be able to... [more]
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