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I Have Scars,you Can See Them and You Cant

Just Scars Posted 07/02/2012
It can start with Scars you can not see,... A Sensitive, disruptive, mouthy child, just trying not to hurt but fails in a big way. Feeling not good enough, being told there BAD... [more]
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    Broken in so many ways...
    Im in pieces! My husband has just confessed that he is not atracted to me in any way,but he still loves me.?¿?¿I feel sick inside, and that are marrige was all false.He was (and is) my first love.....And with this new information....I feel unloved, not good enough, and worthless.How do i continue from here???     I just want to run away and hide so no one ever looks at me again!Im trying to stay calm...(ive been off med´s and have not cut for a year now)...But as you may know..... OCD sufferers DO NOT take these kind of things very well.Thanks for reading, and comment...if its something positive, if not, keep it to yourself. xxx… [more]

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    meds or no meds.......That is the question!
    I´ve been off my meds for just a year now!!  yahoo!!!But....latelly i feel im loosing my head again! AND I REALLY DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO MEDS.I dont know what to do.... Ive literaly just got back to the life i had 4 years ago (before my m.b.down)I will have to go to my doc on monday....before this all gets out of hand!  Im sooooo sad!!!!… [more]

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    I NEED HELP
    I want to cut soo sooo badly!!!I havent cut for a year now. But being off my meds makes it so difficult.Im having a really bad time this week.....And i feel like im at my limit.......  I need to get busy doing something so i dont cut........So here i am.uff....I feel a bit calm now.Lifes hard some times.… [more]

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    Baby blue´s
    How can i even try to forgive him? I sound mowny writing this, BUT IT¨S JUST NOT FARE!After my 1st child was one years old, we started to get ready for another one. But....7 years later this isent happening. We have tried everything except fertility help....And why?? Because he dosent want to put his "mojo" in a cup to be analized!!!   I so hate him for that. Ive explained that if he dosent go for the tests they wont help me with my infertility. This has got to the point where ive been going to therapy for 3 years. Im told to forgive and forget....HA!!!   Fat chance.I want to get over this, but how do i forgive him for ruinning my last chance to get a posible result???   If it dosent work, w… [more]

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  • I have so much to say.......Or do I???

    Posted on: May 10th, 2011 at 7:32PM

    I have missed out on my life for the last 3 years. Nasty was the day i had my "breakdown", taken to Hospital and medicated. Then i get told i have O.C.D and L.P, Now what???  i thought...., But i diddent care, i dident feel, And thats when it hit me like a ton of bricks and the real melt down started. Cutting,burning,hitting,,,fighting,,,drinking..........(and thats the stuff i can remember). What was i like when i was dissasociated??? It makes me freak out just thinking about it! Now i feel a bit more like my "Old self", And have to face up to all the stupid things ive done, All the pain ive caused and its a HAVE TO DEAL WITH my life again situation. And "fight" against the O.C.D and L.P a… [more]

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