Female , 36-40
Feeling happy
i am in love <3

Weird, strange, passionate, sensitive, sexual, trippy and real

Last Seen a week ago
Member Since Feb 23, 2012
Favorite Quote i like a little pleasure with my pain......
Horoscope Sagittarius
Special day 8-4
Books Horror, true crime
Music Punk, 80's
Movies Devils rejects
Local Time April 27th, 2:57 PM

I Don't Want To Forget

2/7/2015 It has been 4 years to this month( unsure about the day) and i have not kissed/loved or touched another person until i met Him. I am writing this because i do not want to forget. My car... 2... [more]
lovexghoul has shared 6 Mature Experiences
  • I Like Bondage

    My Wrists For some reason... i love thinking about my two wrists being held by one of his large hands. A strong man with  big hands can easily do this. I like thinking about wiggling to get free. I like thinki… [more]
  • I Almost Died

    Nitrious Oxide Mind Journey Well...i think i almost died. i was about 22 years old. I worked at a coffee shop where i got this whipped cream thing you can take 2 nitrious oxide things and get high. I remember hating sharing w… [more]
  • I Believe In Ghosts

    My 1st Ghost I was 8-10 It was 2 am. I woke up because i needed to go to the bathroom. I was walking down the hall and saw a white light. I turned my head just as she was turning her head and our eyes met. She wa… [more]
  • I Believe In Ghosts

    Devils Goat I am going to post this under ghosts because it was supernatural. I was in the 5th grade. My parents finally allowed me my own room because i had been sharing with my sister. The "bar room" they had w… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    why i do not believe in god
    I was 16. At this point, i remember i had already given up on god. I had prayed to him as a young child and a young adult. For years I  begged him to save me from my dad.I did some ritual. I think i might have gotten  it from the satanic bible. Unsure. Candles were lit. I cut myself... Those are just a few  things i remember. I was wanting to sell my soul to the devil. Of course now when i look back on it, i think it is funny but at the time i was looking for an exit from how my life was. Any avenue at this time would have worked. Of course nothing happened.   A few months later i took some LSD.  It was pretty potent. I was alone in my room..watching the walls melt..feeling my brain cells po… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    midnight toker
    i am a pill popper and a midnight smoker/toker!… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I am jealous of everything i will never have I look at all the other people that have so much more then me and i feel like a piece of ****. I work so hard for the little bit that i get. i do not have a husband with a good job.  I will never have a new car. I will never own my own house...yet i work so hard for the things that i do have... my ****** little house that i rent.... in a not so great area....  i try to switch it up to at least i have all my limbs and my children are healthy but...sometimes this weighs down on me heavily:(… [more]