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lrcommission78 has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • Love Confessions

    I am having trouble forgiving myself
    I have love someone for many years ( 14) We were married for 7 and we weould fight both of us wer at fault. Lack of communication although I did try. WE "both" drank too much. He is less emotional and did most of his drinking behind closed doors. Unfortunately there were times that his family had seen me get upset when were out or at a family gathering He would be mean to me and I would try to numb myself I am not saying that I was drunk all the time a few times yes In my defense his family likes to drink and his mother has drank too much a few times also but it seems to be OK or atleast no one says anything and they shrug it of. With me they or atleast my husband made a Big Deal about it s… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Trouble with getting motivated
    I do not know if I am depressed or just lazy LOL I have been through a rough time as has many others. Economy and my love life sucks I mean I do not have one currently. I know what I need to do but it seems like the days go by and I only get 25% of what I need to do done. At night after i work out I just want to be lazy and watch tv noo good I have too much on plate. I tried to find a shrink that is on my insurance that is close to where I live and could not find one. I do not want to go to a regular MD they will just give you prozac if you ask and not really see if you need it. I do think about my problems way to much. I feel like I am stuck and cannot get out. uuuuuuuuuuuuugh… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I finally give up and I think it is for the best
    I have tried for many years to be friends with my borther but it always turns out the same. We bothe had a very disfunticonal family , playboy tough guy father who love to party all weekend and for many years did not make it home on the weekends. A mother who just worked hard and cried about her husaband to everyone Too much information for kids. My brother has NO respect for woman at all and is a very angry person. At times I have talked to him and it is fine But he ALWAYS ends up finding a reason to cut me down, what a screw up I am for whatever reason. In my heart I know he is just jealous cause I have a better career. I do not know why but I keep thinking he will grow up care and be n… [more]